call it what u want...
i cant discribe all the emotions im going through and all the things i wish i could do and could have done. and if i had the pwoer to do things to see some sort of light in my life i would wave my wand and make happyness to everyone. but im not that kinda person although i wish i was. i hate the person ive become and wonder where ive gone wrong if ive gone wrong at all... i dont feel ready to be on my own. this is tough love, i feel im the only one who can be my stregnth to keep myself going.i hate being alone, i need cookies and more kool-aid.