i long for...
the days when everyone didnt think so negatively about me. including myself. i feel like a huge dissapointment. i dont know why im writing this shit. its stupid, im sure everyone will tell me that, but i feel like all i ever do is make the people around me lives more difficult. i'm sorry to everyone ive let down, everyone ive hurt, continue to hurt, im sorry that i dont do the right things. im sorry for everything.