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im scared. i wish that i could just get over this stuff thats bothering me and not be sad anymore, but im losing someone who means a lot to me, i know she says ill be alright, but i dont see me being nearly as happy as i was with her. ive never felt the way that she makes me feel before, everytime she touches me i feel better, no matter whats wrong, just having her around makes everything seem like its going to be alright, and i dont know what im going to do wihtout that. i dont know what to do, i cant stop being sad.