Aug 23, 2006 10:54
People come in and out of your life all the time. Who chooses what
people stay? Why did we choose the people in our life... when sometimes it
seems that life might be better ....... if things had been different. It's not that we
don't love them and need them but, it just seems that we don't truly appreciate
what we have until we lose it and if and when we get it back.... everything goes
back to the way it was and we take for granted what we so desperately tried to
get back. Why can't we truly appreciate the people in our life? Maybe... we fight
and act like we don't care because we need that pain in our lives so we can
better
appreciate those moments that take your breath away... those moments where
you can't believe you are lucky enough to be standing there expiriencing such
monumental happiness.
( before you all think I am stupid... I may still be a little drunk which would account for my spelling... )
MY point is however..... I am so sick of floating through life... and doing things that
everyone does everyday and taking the people who mean the most to me for
granted... and maybe I can't change the world and you know what maybe I
won't .... but, at least I'll die trying and from now on I will spend every moment of my
life expiriencing it to it's fullest.... even if it's just walking on the grass ... I will take
off my shoes and run..... and when I die... I will die knowing.... that I lived my life...
and I loved my life.
I'd ramble on now but, there are some very hungry ducks outside by the river... that need feeding. :)