Feb 09, 2003 21:14
i've worked now for i don't know how many days straight. at least a month, propbably longer. suck. i am super tired and looking very forward to a day off tomorrow. yay. i'm not sure what i am going to do yet. i won't have my computer so i know i won't be wasting the day away by staring at a monitor. maybe i'll go shopping or something. *shrug*
besides allergies kicking my ass i have been feeling okay lately. i know i am not a good friend. i have been so busy and cluttered with things and i get were i can't talk to people. i want to, but i can't. this happens a lot, and i'm sorry. i miss so many people and wish i could just call them and have it be like old times, but i know it can't be. so, i am sorry. i think your life is better without me in it though. i am a weight. a weight that grasps onto your ankles and brings you down into unhappy town. i don't think i am anymore. but you never know. i think about you and wish you well.