Analysis of my intentions...

Jul 18, 2005 11:38

What am I doing? Am I using this as just a tool in a bigger plan... maybe I'm the one that's doing the "fucking" here. So don't worry about me... you think I'm innocent and that I'll get my heart broken, feel used, feel discarded. How do you know that I'm not the one using and discarding here? It's not the personality that gets me, it's the sport of the game. I know it's something people will hate... they will try and talk me out of it... just makes me want it more.

... The fact that people don't like him makes it harder to resist. Have I turned into his little puppy, answering to every call? Hell no... I like it because it's wrong. I know it's not what I need right now but it's fun... that's a pathetic excuse, huh?

... I like it because I know you won't and it will force you to show some of that emotion to me.

Sorry to be so "closet" bitchy,
~ Miss J
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