pathetic
well, i'm sitting here in the lounge with EB. Didn't fall asleep till 5am this morning and i was suppose to work but there was no way i could function for an entire day on an hour and a half sleep. so, i slept in a little, but my mother and father both woke me cause i guess the huge sign on my door that said i'm not working was invisible. my mom didn't want to drive me to class, so i had heidi drive me on her way to work, so i'm here two hours early. last night, i was talking to a few people online and i talked to nick. i asked when he was off from work and he says that he is working everyday and going to the cape on weekends... but we'll still get together he says. um, yea, that's going to happen. it really upset me cause he's leaving in a month and after that, who knows if i'll ever see him again. i've been a really idiot, i actually cried last night when i was trying to sleep. i just have sooo much on my mind right now, all i do is just worry about stuff and that's probably one reason that i couldn't sleep. well, my friends were right and of course i didn't listen to them.... but when you like someone soooo much, you just pray that things will work out the way you it to.