May 13, 2007 23:10
this weekend i went to the Hellogoodbye show in detroit at the state.
i had a good time, but a good 94% of the people there were around the age of 16.
i had this icky feeling that i am getting old; i still had fun considering.
this current mid-20s state that i am in is quite absurd;
to be quite honest, i dont like it.
i dont know what to be doing, but i have all of these ideas of what i could be doing, and
or all of these ideas of what i should be doing.
i guess that i have a certain level of safety that resides in me,
and yes i am still technically young, so why should i be scared of trying new things?
because there is a certain level of moron in me as well.
i get this discerning feeling i may never stay happy
when i am not around others who have as much fun as i.
to me, when other people are having fun,
i get a reassurance that i dont have to worry about unnecessary things.
good people are a good time.
apathetic people are absurd and frustrating.
in friendships you should care to a certain extent about the other person;
maybe not be on their every beck and call, but at least communicate with them.
the one-way communication thing just isnt happening for me, i am sorry nice try.
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i'm going for a bikeride.
it is so great to actually be saying this sort of thing. nice weather is a plus.