Oct 07, 2004 14:38
yesterday i attempted to interview kaares mom again. hmm i dont have too much info and the info i have she doesnt want me to put in. i still dont really understand this paper but i guess me, kate, and roman are gonna try to do it later. last night i went to vinny testas w/my mom and mrs. wahl. it was really good. had 7 pieces of bread and spaghetti alfredo. then i went to bed early last night cuz i was getting too stessed out because of college again...tried to find scholarships..and i wasnt eligible for most of them...you either have to be african american or have over like an 1100 sat score. i got a 960. so i went to bed at 8:30. not really using my whitening strips anymore because they make my teeth really sensitive and mrs. wahl said they are breaking down my enamel. thats not cool. then today went to school, economics hmm..comp tech boring, math...i dont know whats up with math. every math class me and andy get into some sort of fight and i dont understand why. he has 2 of his best friends in there..that might be one reason cuz he always leaves me...but its mostly sarah. he flirts with her..or maybe its because he ignores me and then goes to talk to her. thats fucked up. like when we had a test the other day and he asked me for the slope formula and i gave it to him then he wouldnt help me but he helped sarah when she asked him. am i goin crazy? do i have a reason to be mad? then another time i tried talking to him and he shoved me away and tapped her on the back to talk to her. grrrr today wasnt too bad though, even though he still does that. i did get mad at him tho..im not really sure why. im too stressed out lately. because i keep hangin out w/melany or other people but mostly mel and try to get all my work done in a short period of time after that. then i had health after math...another boring class. overall, today was just boring. and i cant seem to get any college stuff done...and whenever i attempt to, nothing gets accomplished. the only thing i got done was applied for financial aid. but now im told i shouldnt do it until at least jan 1st..but i did it like 3 months ago. now i might not be able to get a crusader scholarship because of it. after school tomorrow, especially uri writing, everything should be cool. im probably going to the football game w/andy and chris. then saturday i have work. not sunday, but i most likely have work on monday just because its a 3-day weekend and they love throwing all the shitty hours at me. i havent had barely any hours for the past 2 weeks, probably because ive been requesting fridays off. oh well! dont care. they are retarded and as soon as i get a chance to find a new job im going to. ive been there for a year, no raise, the first 3 or 4 months i got 3 hours a week, i work most holidays and cool days...fuck this. k i could go on forever about everything but i gotta get this paper done. bye