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hmm..so today i went to school..what joy. after school i asked marlene to hang out and went over her house after going to 3 librarys to look for summer reading books. im guessing no other seniors did theirs either since all the 12th grade books were there and marlene couldnt find any 10th grade books. then after, we went to her house and walked the dog...and did pretty much nothing else. her mom seems to think i had adhd and marlene thinks so too. then i just felt uninvited all over again when marlene wanted me to go home so she could "read". her mom was trying to get me to go home too...so whatever. i really need to start hanging out with new friends..since my "best friend" just avoided me all day even when i was at her house with marlene. even her sister is getting annoyed with me. this has been a crappy day all together. this morning mr. dann was trying to tell us how inferior females are to males..fuck that. after school, when andy brought me home i got mad at him for stupid stuff at school and he told me he didnt wanna see me later. and later was supposed to be at 4:00 when he was gonna get out of work..but it's 7:00 now and he's still not out. i feel so unwanted by the world. i lost my best friend..and practically lost my boyfriend, since he's at work every single day till at least 6 at night. i know i will just get really annoyed with it and complain all the time because i never get to see him. whatever