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life pretty much sucks. sean broke up with me yesterday :( well he wants a "break" for 2 weeks but to me its a break up because hes going in the army anyway in a month & if he feels like we shouldnt be together then we probably never will. i seriously dont know what to do. i think im gonna give up on relationships all together. i always end up getting way too hurt for my own good. and to add to it, my birthday is saturday and valentine day on tuesday. he says hes still going to take me out for both but it just wont be the same. i dont know what to do. im miserable... cant eat, cant sleep... im seriously freaking out. and he says well probably get back together in a couple weeks he needs some time alone. and i understand that because he has shit going on in his life but it has nothing to do with our relationship. i just dont get it. we were so happy about a week ago... then nothing. isnt it great how life just fucks you over like that?