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i had the most terrible dream last night. well, ive had worse, but this one was kinda upsetting. there were two guys, we will call them Art and Paul (im listening to simon and garfunkel). i was with these two guys and a whole bunch of our other friends at a party, and i ended up talking to Art but then he started making fun of me for things like my tattoo and my nose being peirced, and im not a very big fan of Art, so i got really hurt and pissed and i started slapping him over and over again, and everyone ended up watching. so i ran out of the house, which happened to be in the middle of the woods. and i didnt want anyone to find me, so instead of going down the road, i started running farther into the woods, and i kept falling and crying and being really upset, and then a few minutes later a car full of boys, including Art and Paul was coming down the road shining lights into the woods and calling my name and i tried to lie down on the ground to hide from them, but they saw me so i went over to the car because i was starting to get really scared about being the woods at night anyway. and at this point Paul is kinda upset because he doesnt like Art at all and he and i are kinda close, and no one knows what happened. So paul is in the front seat, art is in the back seat and i am too, with someone else in between us. so then the driver is like, lets just go to a bar. so we drive to some bar, and when we are there everyone is trying to act like nothing happened, no one even asks what happened, and then art tries to apologize to me. i am pretty upset still, but his apology actaully means a lot to me because his comments really hurt. so he gives me a hug and i greatfully accept it even tho i actaully hate him, and then paul is watching and is totally bothered by me hugging art, and now everyone is talking about me and how im a player and a terrible person. it was such a weird dream and i felt really terrible when i woke up.