sick
so saturday night i was talking to wiz, and saying how i havent gotten sick yet and everyone else has and how lucky i am... and the next morning i woke up feeling like shit. yupyup, its def sick time for me. i just wanna stay in bed and not think, and of course this is the time when i def can NOT stay in bed and not think.
it was a pretty fucked up/ awesome weekend, depending on how i look at it. it was drama filled like whoa, but i also had a lot of fun, got drunk thursday and friday, which is very unlike me these days. saturday (meaning starting at 12 and ending at 12... which means that "friday night saturday morning" crap counts at saturday) was the highlight, because everyone came to hang out at ians, and everyone seemed to have a good time. jonathan was there and that meant a lot to me because i feel like i havent hung out with him in forever. i drank steadily thru the whole night so i was a very nice drunk by the time everyone left, which was at 4 in the morning. it was also snowing at this point. theres was a little bit of time, for like 45 min i think that the drama was a little crazy, but then it was just me ian and lee, and everything was calm again. i love lee, he is such an awesome person, and i always feel so at ease around him. hes also really good to talk to. so me ian and lee stayed up till 7 in the morning. then we slept till like 1 30, and then started our day. the three of us hung out, and did some stuff, lee got his car stuck trying to get outta the parking lot we so had to dig it out, that wasnt fun. but i had an amazingly good time with them, just because it was dramaless, homework less, and carefree. we also saw harveys house, but that is a whole another story. then everyone was together again and we saw the missing which was TERRIBLE!!!! DONT EVER SEE IT!!!!! and that was my day. i enjoyed it.
of course the drama isnt over yet. it never really will be. the work isnt over yet. it wont be soon enough. the cold isnt over yet. its just starting.
im also still torn about whether or not im looking forward to winter break. im looking forward to not having any work, and working so i get money, and seeing celina and jen and frank and dyl... ok im not listing everyone because theres a lot of people i have to see. but i then i have a feeling that it will end up like the summer and i wont see anyone ever really. but then i will have my family, which is awesome, but that will get old after a few weeks. and then there is xmas which is a good thing. but on the down side, i have to deal with parents, and sharing a room with my sister instead of my friends. and working. and boredom. and no mel jen shanshan jonathan joel erin jess jess jess wiz etc etc and of course ian. and im super upset, because i asked my mom a while ago if i could go to indiana over winter break, and she like just told me she doesnt think that i can, and im super upset, because i was really excited about, and ian was too, and POOPY i am goign to miss ian over break.
i have to shower tho. im dirty. i didnt shower yesterday.
good luck today ian on your math test, individual fitness test, and auditions. everyone who knows ian think about him at like 8 15 ish. thanks :)
it was a pretty fucked up/ awesome weekend, depending on how i look at it. it was drama filled like whoa, but i also had a lot of fun, got drunk thursday and friday, which is very unlike me these days. saturday (meaning starting at 12 and ending at 12... which means that "friday night saturday morning" crap counts at saturday) was the highlight, because everyone came to hang out at ians, and everyone seemed to have a good time. jonathan was there and that meant a lot to me because i feel like i havent hung out with him in forever. i drank steadily thru the whole night so i was a very nice drunk by the time everyone left, which was at 4 in the morning. it was also snowing at this point. theres was a little bit of time, for like 45 min i think that the drama was a little crazy, but then it was just me ian and lee, and everything was calm again. i love lee, he is such an awesome person, and i always feel so at ease around him. hes also really good to talk to. so me ian and lee stayed up till 7 in the morning. then we slept till like 1 30, and then started our day. the three of us hung out, and did some stuff, lee got his car stuck trying to get outta the parking lot we so had to dig it out, that wasnt fun. but i had an amazingly good time with them, just because it was dramaless, homework less, and carefree. we also saw harveys house, but that is a whole another story. then everyone was together again and we saw the missing which was TERRIBLE!!!! DONT EVER SEE IT!!!!! and that was my day. i enjoyed it.
of course the drama isnt over yet. it never really will be. the work isnt over yet. it wont be soon enough. the cold isnt over yet. its just starting.
im also still torn about whether or not im looking forward to winter break. im looking forward to not having any work, and working so i get money, and seeing celina and jen and frank and dyl... ok im not listing everyone because theres a lot of people i have to see. but i then i have a feeling that it will end up like the summer and i wont see anyone ever really. but then i will have my family, which is awesome, but that will get old after a few weeks. and then there is xmas which is a good thing. but on the down side, i have to deal with parents, and sharing a room with my sister instead of my friends. and working. and boredom. and no mel jen shanshan jonathan joel erin jess jess jess wiz etc etc and of course ian. and im super upset, because i asked my mom a while ago if i could go to indiana over winter break, and she like just told me she doesnt think that i can, and im super upset, because i was really excited about, and ian was too, and POOPY i am goign to miss ian over break.
i have to shower tho. im dirty. i didnt shower yesterday.
good luck today ian on your math test, individual fitness test, and auditions. everyone who knows ian think about him at like 8 15 ish. thanks :)