Thursday
wtf, grey's anatomy came on an hour early tonight. but it was the last episode of the first season, so i've already seen it like five times so it's cool. AND that means next week starts the second season! so maybe finally someday i'll get to see the finale. sarah gordin never mailed me the dvd and i still havent let anyone tell me what happened. dad got really sick and threw up and looked so pale and sweaty. i felt really bad for him. i know just how he feels. i got him wet washcloths and ice water but there's nothing else you can do for a person in that situation, it sucks. i changed his sheets and made his bed for him though, so that should help him feel a little better. put some more ice in his water for when he wakes up(he fell asleep on the chair in the living room and i decided it's best for him to keep sleeping than go to bed). i only napped about 2 and a half hours today. am tired of the omnipresent "shit-talking" including from myself. it's hard not to shit-talk about shit-talkers though. does it count when you're merely recounting overheard gossip? probably, but it's in a slightly different class. especially if the shit-talking was directed at yourself. anyway. i <3 kalina. if you throw out your arms, she gives you a really nice hug. and she brought back "breakfast at tiffany's" and said she spent the first half of the movie not hearing any of the dialogue, just staring at audrey. more brownie points for kalina. she's gonna lend me another chuck palahniuk book too. i just finished the little friend by donna tartt. i really wanted to put a powell's link there but their search feature isnt working and i dont want to trek through the thousands of books online manually. anyway, now i'm reading lolita. kalina is going to lend me invisible monsters. i am yet more freaking out about moving. oh, and i started my period last night, 26 days, four days early. i have been sore and spacey all day. i shouldnt have been driving because i was finding it really hard to care about anything, was aware of the fact, and amused by it. i kept tilting my head because it felt funny to do it while driving, like a roller coaster. and now i'm going to bed to start the whole process over again. it's a wonder more people aren't dead.