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I havent been able to sleep at all lately, Im not really sure what my deal is.
I think im just not at all satisified with myself right now. With everything I do I just feel like its not up to par. I set high standards for myself but apparently have nowhere near what it takes or the motivation to get there.
Iv been busting my ass trying to get my portfolio done so I can get into an art school but the stuff I do, I dont like at all, like I look at my work and then other people that are applying to art school and if it came down to it, its clear who the obvious choice would be.
The battle of the bands is Friday. Im not playing.I wish I was but that wasnt in the cards. Nick was gonna include me in the midway set but I dont want to advertise that im just the mascot out of this group. Im sick of being the person that noone really takes seriously. I feel like people just think of me as a joke.
I want a feeling of accomplishment something thats my own that I can be proud of.
Midway let me name their ep, which i appreciate. Thats about as far as my acomplishments since B side go.
I just had a nice long talk with rianna like old times and it put me in a better mood.
I dunno where Im going with this, Im just full of complaints.
Well I think Ill call it a night
-tim
I think im just not at all satisified with myself right now. With everything I do I just feel like its not up to par. I set high standards for myself but apparently have nowhere near what it takes or the motivation to get there.
Iv been busting my ass trying to get my portfolio done so I can get into an art school but the stuff I do, I dont like at all, like I look at my work and then other people that are applying to art school and if it came down to it, its clear who the obvious choice would be.
The battle of the bands is Friday. Im not playing.I wish I was but that wasnt in the cards. Nick was gonna include me in the midway set but I dont want to advertise that im just the mascot out of this group. Im sick of being the person that noone really takes seriously. I feel like people just think of me as a joke.
I want a feeling of accomplishment something thats my own that I can be proud of.
Midway let me name their ep, which i appreciate. Thats about as far as my acomplishments since B side go.
I just had a nice long talk with rianna like old times and it put me in a better mood.
I dunno where Im going with this, Im just full of complaints.
Well I think Ill call it a night
-tim