What is this feeling? Chapter 11 (pezberry)
"Are you fucking kidding me!" I must of heard him wrong! No way did he just say what I think he said.
"Language, Santana." Says Mr. Schue
"I'm afraid I'm serious Ms Lopez." Figgins says.
"You're suspending me for shoving him!"
"Santana, calm down." How does Shuester expect me to calm down! I'm about to argue until he speaks up again. "Figgins, isn't it harsh to suspend her for two weeks?"
"For two weeks?! He shouldn't suspend me at all!"
"Santana, calm down please. Figgins yesterday you practically gave Finn a slap on the writs."
"And did you see what he did to my girlfriend's arm!"
"Please stay calm Santana." Mr. Schue places a hand on my shoulder "What happened to Rachel's arm?"
"Finn left a huge bruise on it!" Mr Schue is doing his best to keep me relaxed, but I can't calm down
"Figgins, you need to get Finn and Rachel in here."
"Agreed." Figgins turns on the school's speaker system. "Finn Hudson and Rachel Berry to my office please." After a couple minutes Rachel shows up first.
"What's going on?" She asks as she sits next to me and takes my hand.
"Figgins wants to suspend me for two weeks, because I shoved Finn." I tell her
"What? Mr. Figgins don't you think that's a bit harsh?"
"Sorry Ms Berry, but we have a zero tolerance no violence policy."
"Bullshit!" I yell as I jump out of my seat "If we have a zero tolerance no violence policy, then why is Finn still here in the school as if nothing happened!" As I finish yelling Finn walks in
"What's going on?" He asks
"Mr. Hudson it has come to my attention that I let you go too easy yesterday." Figgins tells him
"No shit." I whisper and apparently Rachel hears because she smacks my arm.
"So are you going to suspend me?"
"That depends Mr. Hudson."
"On what?"
"Ms Berry."
"What about her?"
"Rachel" Mr Schue starts. I almost forgot he was here. "Can we see your arm please?" Rachel nods and lifts her sleeve to reveal her bruise.
"Rach, did I do that?" Finn asks with a stupid confused look on his face. Rachel just nods again.
"Of course you did that!" I yell
"It wouldn't of happened if it wasn't for you Santana!" Finn shouts
"Oh yeah! How do you figure that?!"
"Rachel would of taken me back in a heartbeat if it wasn't for you!"
"Oh get over yourself! Have you stopped to think that she's over you and wants to move on!"
"No, I think you corrupted her with your gay thoughts dyke!" And then it happened. I don't remember exactly how it happened, but I know it did beacause my hand hurts and his face is red.
"Enough!" Figgins yells "I'm afraid I have no choice now you will both be suspended for two weeks and assigned to anger management classes."
"Are you serious?!" Finn and I yell at the same time
"Dead serious. Starting now you will leave school
grounds."
I storm out of that office pissed! That idiot grabbed Rachel's arm and left a bruise, he keeps harassing her even though she made it clear she's not interested, and he just called me a dyke! And now I'm being punished for defending myself and my girlfriend! I'm storming through the hall so fast that I don't even notice someone walking through and I run into them and we both fall.
"Ow! What the hell?!" I start yelling and I look to see who it is. "Oh shit are you ok Britt?"
"Yeah." I stand up and hold my hand out for her. "Are you ok San?"
"Yeah I'm cool." I say with a shrug
"You're lying."
"What?"
"I know you better than anyone Santana. Something happened, so what's wrong?"
"I got suspended." I whisper and lower my head.
"What? Why?"
"For shoving and slapping Finn."
"Why did you do that?"
"Well you heard how he was yelling at Rachel yesterday right?" Brittney nods "Well I found a big bruise on her arm and I just lost it, then Figgins called us into his office and when we were in there he called me a dyke so I slapped him. So Figgins suspended both of us for two weeks so I ran out of his office and bumped into you."
"Oh, I thought you knocked me down on purpose."
"Why would you think that?"
"Because, you hate me." She whispers and lowers her head. I've got that guilty feeling in my stomach again, only this time it's worst. I feel like I kicked a puppy.
"Britt,look at me." She looks up at me with those sad little puppy dog eyes. "I don't hate you. I was upset with you, but I'm not anymore I promise." She smiles and gives me a hug.
"So we're still best friends?"
"Yes Britt, you'll always be my best friend."
"Do you need help getting your stuff before you leave?"
"No, but can you do me a favor? Can you give Rachel a ride home after school? I brought her this morning, but now I have to leave."
"Sure San, I'll give Rachel a ride. So are you and Rach together now?'
"Yes, we are." Brittney squeals and pulls me into a bone crushing hug. "B, I can't breathe."
"Oh, sorry" Britt says as she puts me down "I just got a little excited." I'm about to ask Britt 'a little?' But before I can I see Rachel coming from down the hall.
"Hey baby, are you ok?" I ask as she approached us
"Yeah, I'm ok. I still can't believe you slapped him."
"Baby" I whine as I wrap my arm around her. "You're not gonna lecture me about how you don't condone violence are you."
"No, although you know I don't condone violence I don't blame you for how you reacted."
"You're the best. I have to go now before Figgins starts to yell at me to leave school grounds." I said that last part in my best Figgins impersonation, which now has all of us laughing. "So, baby since I'm the one who brought you to school and now I have to leave, Britt has agreed to give you a ride after school."
"Oh, are you sure Brittney? I don't want to be a-" before Rachel can finish her sentence Brittney picks her up into a hug then puts her down.
"Of course silly, it's no problem at all." It makes me real happy to see my two favorite girls getting along so well.
"Ok, I got to go so I'll text you guys later."
"Ok San." Rach and Britt say at the same time. I give each of them a hug and then head on home. I'm so nervous about telling my parents I got suspended. I'm not even sure how to bring it up. It's a good thing I only live with my Mom now because if my Dad starts yelling at me over the phone I'll just hang up. My mom on the other hand is almost never home, one of those benefits of having a working Mom. So maybe they don't even have to know.
Right now I'm in my room, lying on my bed and I'm bored as hell! I can't take two weeks of this. I get up to go to the DVD stand to pick out a movie when I hear the door bell. Ugh! Who the hell can that be. I walk downstairs to answer the door.
"Who the hell is it!"
"Just get your ass over here and open the door Satan!" Oh hell I know that voice
"Q?"
"Yes, now open the door!" She shouts at me, which is unnecessary because I'm now right in front of it. I open it to see a frustrated look on her face.
"Damn, calm down Quinn." She doesn't say anything, she just walks in. "Please come in."
"Tell me it's not true." Quinn says as she crosses her arms.
"What's not true?"
"You got suspended for two weeks for shoving and slapping Finn."
"Well I wasn't in school today. What does that tell you?"
"Damn it Santana! The cheerios have sectionals next week!" Is that seriously why she's so pissed?
"Look,I know that but Finn grabbed Rachel's arm yesterday and left a bruise!" After I say that Quinn unfolded her arms and now looks concerned.
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah, I just lost it so I shoved him."
"Then slapped him?"
"No, I slapped him in Figgins office after he told me I corrupted Rachel with my gay thoughts then called me a dyke."
"He really said that?" I nod "Then he deserved it!" She yells and grabs my arm and pulls me in for a hug.
"Thanks Q."
"So," she starts as we break the hug.
"What?"
"Are you and Rachel together?"
"Yes, and if you have a prob- mmm" Quinn put her hand over my mouth.
"Chill out Santana, I was just gonna say it's about time and I'm happy for you."
"Mmmmm."
"Oh,sorry." She moves her hand away from my mouth
"I was saying, thanks Q."
"So, how does Rachel feel about you being suspended for fighting?"
"She wasn't pissed, she actually thought Finn deserved it too."
"He really did deserve it,look I got to go home I just came to yell at you."
"Ok, get your ass out of here." Quinn holds her arms open for a hug and I roll my eyes at her, but I hug her anyway.
"I really am happy for you."
"Yeah I know thanks Q." She let's go of me and goes home and now I'm alone again.
"Language, Santana." Says Mr. Schue
"I'm afraid I'm serious Ms Lopez." Figgins says.
"You're suspending me for shoving him!"
"Santana, calm down." How does Shuester expect me to calm down! I'm about to argue until he speaks up again. "Figgins, isn't it harsh to suspend her for two weeks?"
"For two weeks?! He shouldn't suspend me at all!"
"Santana, calm down please. Figgins yesterday you practically gave Finn a slap on the writs."
"And did you see what he did to my girlfriend's arm!"
"Please stay calm Santana." Mr. Schue places a hand on my shoulder "What happened to Rachel's arm?"
"Finn left a huge bruise on it!" Mr Schue is doing his best to keep me relaxed, but I can't calm down
"Figgins, you need to get Finn and Rachel in here."
"Agreed." Figgins turns on the school's speaker system. "Finn Hudson and Rachel Berry to my office please." After a couple minutes Rachel shows up first.
"What's going on?" She asks as she sits next to me and takes my hand.
"Figgins wants to suspend me for two weeks, because I shoved Finn." I tell her
"What? Mr. Figgins don't you think that's a bit harsh?"
"Sorry Ms Berry, but we have a zero tolerance no violence policy."
"Bullshit!" I yell as I jump out of my seat "If we have a zero tolerance no violence policy, then why is Finn still here in the school as if nothing happened!" As I finish yelling Finn walks in
"What's going on?" He asks
"Mr. Hudson it has come to my attention that I let you go too easy yesterday." Figgins tells him
"No shit." I whisper and apparently Rachel hears because she smacks my arm.
"So are you going to suspend me?"
"That depends Mr. Hudson."
"On what?"
"Ms Berry."
"What about her?"
"Rachel" Mr Schue starts. I almost forgot he was here. "Can we see your arm please?" Rachel nods and lifts her sleeve to reveal her bruise.
"Rach, did I do that?" Finn asks with a stupid confused look on his face. Rachel just nods again.
"Of course you did that!" I yell
"It wouldn't of happened if it wasn't for you Santana!" Finn shouts
"Oh yeah! How do you figure that?!"
"Rachel would of taken me back in a heartbeat if it wasn't for you!"
"Oh get over yourself! Have you stopped to think that she's over you and wants to move on!"
"No, I think you corrupted her with your gay thoughts dyke!" And then it happened. I don't remember exactly how it happened, but I know it did beacause my hand hurts and his face is red.
"Enough!" Figgins yells "I'm afraid I have no choice now you will both be suspended for two weeks and assigned to anger management classes."
"Are you serious?!" Finn and I yell at the same time
"Dead serious. Starting now you will leave school
grounds."
I storm out of that office pissed! That idiot grabbed Rachel's arm and left a bruise, he keeps harassing her even though she made it clear she's not interested, and he just called me a dyke! And now I'm being punished for defending myself and my girlfriend! I'm storming through the hall so fast that I don't even notice someone walking through and I run into them and we both fall.
"Ow! What the hell?!" I start yelling and I look to see who it is. "Oh shit are you ok Britt?"
"Yeah." I stand up and hold my hand out for her. "Are you ok San?"
"Yeah I'm cool." I say with a shrug
"You're lying."
"What?"
"I know you better than anyone Santana. Something happened, so what's wrong?"
"I got suspended." I whisper and lower my head.
"What? Why?"
"For shoving and slapping Finn."
"Why did you do that?"
"Well you heard how he was yelling at Rachel yesterday right?" Brittney nods "Well I found a big bruise on her arm and I just lost it, then Figgins called us into his office and when we were in there he called me a dyke so I slapped him. So Figgins suspended both of us for two weeks so I ran out of his office and bumped into you."
"Oh, I thought you knocked me down on purpose."
"Why would you think that?"
"Because, you hate me." She whispers and lowers her head. I've got that guilty feeling in my stomach again, only this time it's worst. I feel like I kicked a puppy.
"Britt,look at me." She looks up at me with those sad little puppy dog eyes. "I don't hate you. I was upset with you, but I'm not anymore I promise." She smiles and gives me a hug.
"So we're still best friends?"
"Yes Britt, you'll always be my best friend."
"Do you need help getting your stuff before you leave?"
"No, but can you do me a favor? Can you give Rachel a ride home after school? I brought her this morning, but now I have to leave."
"Sure San, I'll give Rachel a ride. So are you and Rach together now?'
"Yes, we are." Brittney squeals and pulls me into a bone crushing hug. "B, I can't breathe."
"Oh, sorry" Britt says as she puts me down "I just got a little excited." I'm about to ask Britt 'a little?' But before I can I see Rachel coming from down the hall.
"Hey baby, are you ok?" I ask as she approached us
"Yeah, I'm ok. I still can't believe you slapped him."
"Baby" I whine as I wrap my arm around her. "You're not gonna lecture me about how you don't condone violence are you."
"No, although you know I don't condone violence I don't blame you for how you reacted."
"You're the best. I have to go now before Figgins starts to yell at me to leave school grounds." I said that last part in my best Figgins impersonation, which now has all of us laughing. "So, baby since I'm the one who brought you to school and now I have to leave, Britt has agreed to give you a ride after school."
"Oh, are you sure Brittney? I don't want to be a-" before Rachel can finish her sentence Brittney picks her up into a hug then puts her down.
"Of course silly, it's no problem at all." It makes me real happy to see my two favorite girls getting along so well.
"Ok, I got to go so I'll text you guys later."
"Ok San." Rach and Britt say at the same time. I give each of them a hug and then head on home. I'm so nervous about telling my parents I got suspended. I'm not even sure how to bring it up. It's a good thing I only live with my Mom now because if my Dad starts yelling at me over the phone I'll just hang up. My mom on the other hand is almost never home, one of those benefits of having a working Mom. So maybe they don't even have to know.
Right now I'm in my room, lying on my bed and I'm bored as hell! I can't take two weeks of this. I get up to go to the DVD stand to pick out a movie when I hear the door bell. Ugh! Who the hell can that be. I walk downstairs to answer the door.
"Who the hell is it!"
"Just get your ass over here and open the door Satan!" Oh hell I know that voice
"Q?"
"Yes, now open the door!" She shouts at me, which is unnecessary because I'm now right in front of it. I open it to see a frustrated look on her face.
"Damn, calm down Quinn." She doesn't say anything, she just walks in. "Please come in."
"Tell me it's not true." Quinn says as she crosses her arms.
"What's not true?"
"You got suspended for two weeks for shoving and slapping Finn."
"Well I wasn't in school today. What does that tell you?"
"Damn it Santana! The cheerios have sectionals next week!" Is that seriously why she's so pissed?
"Look,I know that but Finn grabbed Rachel's arm yesterday and left a bruise!" After I say that Quinn unfolded her arms and now looks concerned.
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah, I just lost it so I shoved him."
"Then slapped him?"
"No, I slapped him in Figgins office after he told me I corrupted Rachel with my gay thoughts then called me a dyke."
"He really said that?" I nod "Then he deserved it!" She yells and grabs my arm and pulls me in for a hug.
"Thanks Q."
"So," she starts as we break the hug.
"What?"
"Are you and Rachel together?"
"Yes, and if you have a prob- mmm" Quinn put her hand over my mouth.
"Chill out Santana, I was just gonna say it's about time and I'm happy for you."
"Mmmmm."
"Oh,sorry." She moves her hand away from my mouth
"I was saying, thanks Q."
"So, how does Rachel feel about you being suspended for fighting?"
"She wasn't pissed, she actually thought Finn deserved it too."
"He really did deserve it,look I got to go home I just came to yell at you."
"Ok, get your ass out of here." Quinn holds her arms open for a hug and I roll my eyes at her, but I hug her anyway.
"I really am happy for you."
"Yeah I know thanks Q." She let's go of me and goes home and now I'm alone again.