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Being home is very weird... but it gives me time to think. It comes and goes- sometimes I wonder if there was anything I could have done to prevent it. Sadly I know there isn't. Telling people is kind of awkward... it is the whole social stigma thats got me down. Oddly I've told more people then I originally planned... a lot more- and quite a few when I was sober. I think telling people will help me tell the ones that I need to tell. Which may happen sooner then I'd like- we'll see.