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It looks like i wont be moving to Austin in the fall afterall. It is kind of heart breaking but at the same time soooooooo relieving. Ive been stressing out about it for no reason and now i get to sit back in a my town and wait until the phone rings and get my second chance. Im just glad it wasnt a decision i had to make on my own faults or fears. On a lighter note works been good $$$ wise, however i think if im stuck here for another few months or a year ill be getting a job somewhere else. In a few weeks *june 21st* to be exact ill be celebrating my 20th birthday. Erik called yesterday and to say the very least i was exillirated (im way to tired to spell check or even think about what im typing right now)! He is doing really good and hes enjoying it. To think after years of searching i finally have two best friends. Its just kind of a let down to think that one lives in another state and the other one lives a few hours away. but hey thats what the net is for right? Well i guess Austin will be ready for me when it comes our time. Until then ill spend it here saving and burning money. Thats it for me ill be back on here sometime soon. see you around.