Before the Worst Chapter 1
Title: Before The Worst
Pairing: Naomi/Emily
Rating: R (Swearing, slight sexytime, drug use….usual skins behaviour)
Words: 4873
Summary: “Beware of jealousy it’s the green eyed monster that doth mock the meat it feeds on”. Naomi and Emily are going back to college after a summer together but things get rough at the arrival of a new boy that everyone seems to love but Naomi.
Naomi hadn’t slept all night for a couple reasons, the biggest of all being the fact that Emily was being overly restless in her sleep tonight seemingly not able to find a comfortable position until early into the morning. By the time she had settled into Naomi’s side with a resounding sigh sleep was the last thing on Naomi’s mind. She looked over at the girl lying beside her, one leg poking out and over the duvet as it always did when she slept and a sweet calm smile gracing her features as she dreamt. Naomi didn’t think her heart could swell any more but she was wrong when she heard the red head breathe her name softly and snake her arm over her mid section pulling her impossibly closer. Naomi’s arm was falling asleep and pricking painfully but she didn’t mind because she had her Emily, her love at her side and that was far more than she deserved for the way she had acted most of last year, actions that could only be described as twat-ish.
She looked at the clock and saw it was nearing 6:00 and she was sad they would have to be getting up soon, she would rather lay here with Emily for the rest of their lives, free from the scrutiny of the outside world that is bound to bring about pain in some form. That’s when her thoughts were brought back to the other reason she was having trouble sleeping, in a few hours her and Emily would be walking back through the doors of Roundview College but this time bared to the public as every one now knew of their relationship due to the extremely public “I love you’s” they shared at the love ball last term.
The summer had been brilliant her and Emily had spent pretty much every waking and sleeping moments together and had become impossibly close. That’s right Naomi Campbell was head over heels in love something she swore many years ago she would never allow to happen and still to this day looking down at her girlfriend with a look of awe it shocked her how quickly the red head had broken through her feeble defenses and captured her heart. Now that her and Emily were happy and settled Naomi’s fear of getting close to her was replaced with the crippling fear of losing her, of Emily waking up one day and seeing that Naomi wasn’t good enough for her and moving on to something better, some one with less issues who wouldn’t ever hurt her. Now Naomi had sworn to herself that she would never hurt Emily again, but the fact remained that she really pulled her love through the ringer last term one of the reasons she was so amazed that Emily still came back to her when she clearly would have been wise to run in the other direction as fast as she could.
Finally Naomi couldn’t take it anymore, all the worrying about the first day back, about how they would be treated, about the stares they would get, but mainly about how she would react to the whole thing, she needed to be strong for Emily for once and she intended too. She decided that the best way to stop thinking about it was to get up and start getting ready but Emily was holding her with such a death grip that it was nearly impossible to get up without rousing the sleeping girl. Leaning in to Emily’s cheek Naomi decided to take a risk and kissed gently which made Emily smile even in her sleeping state and relax her hold enough that Naomi could slip out of the bed and into the bathroom.
Emily woke less than an hour later smiling as her eyes fluttered open and she realized where she was, her favorite place to be really, snuggled into Naomi’s bed. She turned over to the spot that her girlfriend should have been and frowned when she reached out and grabbed empty space. Her favorite part of waking up next to Naomi was how she looked when she had just woken up, all sleepy and disorientated from not being a morning person, it was the cutest thing Emily had seen in her life though she kept it to herself knowing Naomi would not enjoy being teased about being “cute”. She sat up in the bed and scanned the room for the blonde but there was no sign of her, Emily felt her chest clench for a minute as she considered the possibility that Naomi had left her alone in her bed for the third time in their history.
“She wouldn’t do that again,” Emily said to herself as she lay back down with a huff
“Wouldn’t do what?” Naomi said as she emerged from the hall carrying a tray of breakfast
Emily beamed mostly at the realization once again that Naomi had overcome her intimacy issues with her help and at the fact that her girlfriend was so thoughtful making her breakfast in bed, if it was possible to love her more Emily swore her love grew at that moment. At Emily’s silence Naomi gave her a “answer the question Em” look as she sat on the bed handing the tray over to her.
“Nothing,” Emily said with a blush as she took the food,” Thanks for breakfast.”
“Anything for you,” Naomi let slip out before she could stop it and a blush crept up in her cheeks,” Christ that was mushy what has become of me.”
Emily was laughing at her girlfriend’s declaration.
“Personally I like the new lighter Naomi, its much more fun for me,” Emily winked,” And I don’t have to chase after you in the morning which is a plus.”
That’s when Naomi clued in to what Emily was saying when she came into the room, “She wouldn’t do that again,” Emily had thought that she had left her again. The thought pained Naomi, she didn’t want Emily to ever feel like she was going to do that ever again, she felt guilty enough for doing it before especially after the lake.
“You thought I had left you in the morning again didn’t you?” Naomi questioned her eye’s catching Emily’s.
“Well I woke up and you were gone and yeah the though may have crossed my mind before I thought better of it,” Emily said dropping her fork when she saw the flash of hurt in the blue eyes looking at her,” Nai I thought better of it kay.”
“No its not okay, Jesus Ems you shouldn’t have to worry that I’m going to take off,” Naomi started reaching out for Emily’s hand and squeezing it,” Now I know I’ve basically done this to myself by being a complete twat in the past but I need you to listen to me when I say that I’m never going to leave you again, you’re stuck with me Fitch,”
Emily squeezed her hand a little harder letting Naomi know that she understood, she knew how guilty Naomi felt for her previous actions and Emily tried to tell her that it was in the past but she couldn’t help the insecurities she had sometimes.
“I know,” Emily smiled,” And good, there is no one I’d rather be stuck with.”
She pulled Naomi closer and pressed their lips together into a gentle loving kiss pressing their foreheads together when they parted. In the process the covers had fallen down baring Emily’s bra clad chest to her girlfriend who was looking at her now with her azure eye’s a shade darker which Emily knew was code for only one thing.
“Don’t look at me like that,” Emily said fighting the urge to throw her breakfast to the side and jump on the girl in front of her, any other day she would have but she knew if they got started they would be rather late for their first day of the new term.
“Like what?” Naomi said biting her lip in the way she knew Emily could never resist.
All of a sudden Emily felt like the temperature in the room had gone up quite a few notches, she looked at her stunning girlfriend biting her lip in that unbelievably sexy way that always made her knee’s weak and she felt her resolve dying.
“Don’t do that either,” Emily’s voice was a little weaker now
Naomi moved in a little closer to whisper in Emily’s ear her breath tickling her neck making her shudder slightly.
“You know you can’t resist me Ems,” Naomi breathed into her ear and Emily knew it was the truth; she really had never been able to resist the blonde. Even when Naomi’s feelings for her were barely friendly she was still drawn to her like she was under some sort of spell.
Finally resolve was all gone as she moved the tray separating them, Naomi’s lips were lingering just out of her reach teasing her and finally she couldn’t take it anymore as she forcefully pulled her closer and crashed their lips together. Weaving her hand through her peroxide hair, which was surprisingly soft for the amount of dye it took to get it that color, she pulled Naomi on top of her moaning into her kiss as she felt Naomi’s hand dancing over her stomach and up her side.
“Jesus,” she said huskily as Naomi’s mouth went to her neck and hand was grazing lightly over her breast making her yearn for more touch.
She felt a thigh find its way between her legs and press into her centre and she groaned at the friction not to mention she could feel Naomi’s smirk against her neck at the reactions she was causing and Emily had never felt anything as sexy. She allowed her eye’s to flutter shut for a moment relishing in the sensations Naomi was causing but then logic got the better of her and she gained all the strength she had making an attempt to still the hips that were grinding against her now.
“Naomi we can’t do this now,” Emily pleaded,” We’ll be late.”
“So…What…” Naomi said between kisses to Emily’s collarbone.
“We can’t miss assembly or cruella will have our heads,” Emily said with great difficulty when Naomi pressed harder into her.
“This is much more fun than college wouldn’t you agree Ems,” Naomi replied simply nibbling on Emily’s pulse point and smirking again when she felt it quicken by her actions.
“Are you trying to distract me from going to college,” Emily said
“I wouldn’t dream of it,” Naomi laughed backing off to look in Emily’s eyes which were boring into hers with a knowing glint and Naomi knew she had been found out,” Okay maybe a little.”
She looked down and rolled off the red head lying beside her and grabbing her hand intertwining their fingers.
“I’m just nervous about it is all, I couldn’t sleep last night that’s why I wasn’t in bed when you woke up,” Naomi confessed.
Emily bit her lip and looked at Naomi worry lacing her look through and through.
“Its going to be alright,” Emily said reassuringly stroking her thumb across Naomi’s hand and dared to ask the question that she was afraid of,” What are you scared of?”
Naomi could see the worried look in Emily’s eyes, she knew Emily thought she was worried about being publicly outed but she was more worried about how she was supposed to act.
“I just don’t know how I’m supposed to act,” Naomi said after a couple minutes of silence.
“Well its not like I’m going to jump you in the halls or something,” Emily said a little defensively.
“Its not that,” Naomi laughed,” I would fuck you senseless right now if you would let me,” Naomi added with a wink and Emily blushed at her brash words.
“Then what do you mean?” Emily was confused
“You’ve changed me Em,” Naomi confessed,” And its for the better really, but it’s a change and its just going to be different being around everyone again without the walls and the bitchyness to hide behind you know?”
Emily smiled and nodded, she had seen a dramatic change in Naomi over the summer, she no longer hid behind her normal surly comments and she was much more open with her feelings, though her constant cloud of sarcasm hadn’t disappeared much to Emily’s disappointment.
“Just take it one day at a time and remember that I’m with you every step of the way yeah?” Emily offered.
“You make it sound so easy,” Naomi laughed again and moved into kiss Emily again but she pulled back slightly just out of the reach of her lips,” What’s wrong?”
“I just can’t at the moment,” she said shakily, she was turned on enough as it was from their little game of hot and cold mere moments ago and Emily didn’t think she could stand it if Naomi kissed her again,” I just need a minute to regain my composure.”
Naomi laughed as she realized what Emily was saying.
“You know I could help you out, it probably wouldn’t take me long,” she said kinking her eyebrow.
“I don’t ever want to have a “quicky” with you,” Emily said finally as if she was considering Naomi’s offer,” Plus if we wait it will be all the better later.”
“Whatever you say Em,” Naomi teased her by patting her on the leg,” But put some clothes on then for Christ’s sake because I have a bit of a control issue when it comes to you.”
“Point taken,” Emily chuckled,” I’m going to grab a shower.”
“Sounds good,” Naomi replied,” I need to pick something to wear anyways.”
Emily got up and was about to walk to the bathroom but stopped beside Naomi who was looking through her closet.
“Fuck it,” she said quietly and turned the blonde around into a searing kiss pulling away before Naomi could deepen it.
“Jesus Emily don’t do that and pull away,” Naomi scowled
“Pay back for earlier babe,” she said as she just slipped through the bathroom door
Two can play at that game Naomi thought as she combed through her closet finding the green jumper she knew Emily loved, it was the one she was wearing their first night together at the lake and a simple skirt. She knew the jumper would bring back memories for the red head and would probably have her in a bit of a lusty haze for the remainder of the day.
When Emily had showered, changed and gave herself a once over feeling satisfied with the results so came out of the bathroom taking one look at Naomi she found her mind wandering.
“Whatcha looking at Em?” Naomi played dumb
“You cannot wear that!” Emily exclaimed,” I’m going to be thinking of that night every bloody time I see you today its going to be torture.”
“That was the idea,” Naomi smirked,” Have a little self control, it was you who said “think of how much better it will be later” wasn’t it?”
“Fine,” Emily huffed,” But I may just pull you into a bathroom stall and have my way with you so be ready.”
“I’ll watch my back,” Naomi laughed,” Ready to go?”
“I suppose so,” She said taking one last look over Naomi’s appearance,” Fuck I need out of this room.”
And with that she took off down the stairs into the kitchen where Naomi soon followed. They said goodbye to Naomi’s mom who now knew about their relationship, she was much more accepting than Emily’s mother who had now taken to the silent treatment and avoidance of her daughter. Emily tried to shrug it off most of the time but Naomi knew it pained her that her mother wouldn’t accept her for who she was. The surprising thing was Katie’s attitude towards their relationship had been more than accepting since the love ball, something changed in her that night that Emily finally stood up to her and now her and Naomi had become more than acquaintances even sort of friends much to Emily’s glee.
The duo parked their biked and stopped one last time on the steps of the college before walking in. Emily reached hesitantly for Naomi’s hand threading her fingers through Naomi’s praying that the blonde didn’t pull her hand away but sighed with relief when Naomi smiled at her and gave her hand a squeeze.
“This is where I first told you I love you,” Naomi said more to herself than to Emily
“I remember,” A smile crept across Emily’s face as she locked eye’s with Naomi,” Ready for this?”
“As ready as I’m going to be,” Naomi took a deep breath, squeezed Emily’s hand tighter and began making her way up the steps and through the door.
Opening it and slipping through quietly the girls made their way through the hall quickly and into the gym still holding hands. Naomi was surprised at people’s reactions, well at people’s lack of reaction; no one was even giving them a second look. It felt good and she allowed herself to relax a bit pulling Emily a little closer making the smaller girl smile. When they made it to the gym Emily scanned the room and finally found Katie sitting with Freddie, Effy, Cook and JJ. She pulled Naomi by the arm over to their group of friends where she could feel the tension from just being in their presence. Freddie and Effy had finally gotten together and Cook was trying to deal with it but you could tell it bothered him, then there was Katie and Effy and their obvious issues though they were trying to work past it slowly. Lastly there was JJ who was staring unashamedly at Emily’s chest as her and Naomi walked up to the group. Emily could feel Naomi tighten her grip on her hand as she noticed JJ staring; she felt a pang of guilt for the cause of Naomi’s possessive nature when it came to her in the presence of JJ.
“She’s up here JJ,” Naomi was frustrated by what she knew he was imagining right now.
At hearing her words JJ snapped out of it and turned a bright shade of red as he averted his gaze from Emily making the rest of the group laugh hysterically.
“Its not funny,” Naomi grunted taking a seat next to Freddie, furthest away from JJ and Emily sat beside her.
“Well well my long lost sister returns finally,” Katie chimed in,” I haven’t seen you in days.”
“I’ve been busy,” Emily blushed thinking about what she had been busy doing for the past couple days, it didn’t help that Naomi was running her hand up and down her arm it was making her feel overheated.
“Busy getting busy,” Cook wriggled his eyebrows in that cocky way he always did.
“Urgh I don’t want to know,” Katie exclaimed making the group laugh again.
The mood had lifted again now that the middle of the road peacekeepers had arrived. Naomi and Emily hadn’t taken sides in the fights between the group so they along with Thomas and Pandora had become great at smoothing out the tension when it was building and the others never said it but they were quite thankful for that.
The assembly was the usual crap and before they knew it they were off to their first classes. Emily and Naomi were not together for this one so Emily gave Naomi a peck on the lips and walked away with her sister leaving Effy and Naomi alone to walk towards their classroom.
“You look happy,” Effy said with her trademark mysterious grin as they took their seats
“So do you,” Naomi countered with a grin of her own
Her and Effy were quite alike and it is why they got on so well, both were guarded and were previously afraid of giving their heart away, not to mention the fact that both had freaked out when they realized they were in fact in love. But now Naomi with Emily and Effy with Freddie had both settled their issues.
Emily was sitting with Katie as usual not really listening to the teacher talking until she heard her name called.
“Emily,” she heard again and she averted her gaze from her notebook to the front of the room.
“Yes?”
“Lucas here is new and we need someone to show him around for a couple days?”
Emily was confused “wow I really zoned out” she thought to herself as she looked beside the teacher and saw an unfamiliar boy standing there. He was the height of Freddie but looked a bit brash like Cook, he had blonde hair and blue eyes and was looking straight at her intently. Emily felt Katie elbow her in the ribs and she looked over to see what her problem was.
“What are you waiting for Em say you’ll do it.” Katie said
“I’m not good with new people I’m awkward,” Emily whispered back, really she just didn’t want to have to look after someone new when she just wanted to spend time with Naomi.
“Do it for me he’s so fit Ems, please I could use it after the Freddie fuck up,” Katie pleaded.
“Fine,” Emily said,” Sure I’ll do it,” Emily said a little louder and she saw a smile take over the boys face.
Lucas took a seat across the room but Emily swore she could still feel his gaze on her like he was boring a hole in her head. Quite frankly it was making her feel a little uncomfortable since she hadn’t even spoken to the boy yet, she wondered how he would react when he found out she was gay and had a girlfriend. She pushed the thoughts out of her head and tried to pay attention to the lecture and before she knew it lunch came around. She wasn’t even out of her seat before Lucas was walking her way with that same goofy smile on his face.
“Hi Emily I’m Lucas,” he said extending his hand for her to shake.
“Hi,” Emily said nervously,” This is my sister Katie.”
Emily was relieved when Katie took over the conversation talking to the boy who she obviously found quite attractive, she was leading him down the hallway towards the lockers and Emily was following suddenly feeling grateful to Katie for her overbearing tendencies. It turned out Lucas’s locker was near the twins as well as Naomi and Emily was grateful knowing the blonde would soon be back within her grasp again as it felt like an eternity since she last saw her.
“So what do you do for fun around here?” Lucas asked the girls in front of him
“Well there’s a party tonight, a friend of ours Thomas is having one do you want to come?” Katie asked.
“Are you going Emily?” Lucas asked
Emily wasn’t listening to be honest she was looking down the hall her eye’s locked on Naomi who was having what looked like an intense conversation with Effy. She couldn’t help the thoughts that were flying through her head, she could smell the lake and see the picnic blanked they were on, she could hear the sounds Naomi made under her touch, it was driving her mad.
“Emily you’re drooling,” Katie playfully slapped her arm
“Oh sorry did someone say something?” Emily tried to break her lusty stare off her girlfriend but it was useless as she saw Naomi come barreling her way walking straight up to her and kissing her without a word.
“Hello sister in the vicinity,” Katie cleared her throat.
“Sorry Katie,” Naomi blushed at her lack of self control,” Who’s this?”
“Lucas,” Emily answered,” He’s new, we are showing him around.”
“Hi Lucas,” Naomi said sweetly,” I’m Naomi.”
He didn’t answer for a minute just stood there staring at the two girls still locked in a half embrace in front of him.
“Hi,” he said finally,” So you two are like…together?”
“Ya,” Emily said timidly waiting for a terrible reaction.
“Well that’s too bad,” he said with a wink that made Naomi’s stomach lurch,” You’re beautiful Emily.”
At his words Naomi’s grip on Emily’s waist tightened, Emily’s cheeks flushed and Katie looked very irritated that the boy was not taking to her charms like most of them did.
“Um…well thanks,” Emily said trying to catch Naomi’s eye but she was staring at Lucas incredulously.
“Well as I as saying before are you coming to the party tonight?” Lucas asked never tearing his eyes from Emily making the anger bubble more and more through Naomi.
“Ya we’ll be there right Nai?” Emily said slowly.
“Sure,” Naomi said through clenched teeth.
“Well we had better get going we’ve got next class together,” Katie said gesturing to Lucas,” Bye guys.”
“Bye Emily,” Lucas said before walking away.
Naomi didn’t move for a minute, it was as if she was making sure he wasn’t coming back, her arms were still securely around Emily’s waist.
“Who the fuck does that wanker think he is,” Naomi finally growled.
“Don’t worry about it,” Emily tried to sooth
“He was hitting on you right in front of me when he knew we were together,” she exclaimed feeling a little angry that Emily was being so flip about the whole thing.
“Well it doesn’t matter anyways because I only have a thing for tall blonde beauties named Naomi Campbell,” Emily tried to lighten the mood.
Naomi looked at Emily intensely and then frantically grabbed her by the hand dragging her down the hall towards the doors.
“Where are we going?” Emily tried to slow down but Naomi was too strong.
“Back to my place,”
“We still have the afternoon to make it through,” Emily tried to argue but honestly she was feeling her desire taking over and she couldn’t lie that Naomi was always great in bed but jealous Naomi was mind blowing. She remembered after the love ball when Naomi found out about her and JJ it was the most intense orgasm she had in her life and seeing the look on her girlfriends face now she could feel the anticipation of what was to come.
“Fuck College I need you now,” Naomi said forcefully.
Before Emily knew it she was being pushed into Naomi’s bedroom door, Naomi pressed up against her moving her leg in a way that was working her into a frenzy as she began biting gently on her neck clearly marking what was hers. Normally Emily would be irritated by Naomi’s actions but she wasn’t thinking clearly at the moment not to mention she knew she would act the same way if the roles were reversed. Naomi was pleased with her love bite and Emily could see the pleased look across her face when she pulled back.
“Bitch,” Emily said huskily
Naomi responded by pushing her back onto the bed stripping her slowly of her clothes and taking her time to graze her hands over some of Emily’s favorite spots before kissing her way down Emily’s body and diving her hand into the waistband of her underwear pulling them swiftly down her legs and throwing them somewhere in the room. She turned her attention back to Emily touching, thrusting, and licking until she felt the girl under her tense and arch her back.
“Fuck Naomi,” Emily cried out as she felt her orgasm take over her body, her eyes snapped shut and one hand clutched the sheets, the other was clutching onto Naomi’s back digging her nails in sharply.
She could feel Naomi still brushing her thumb over her most sensitive spot drawing her though her orgasm slowly making it last longer, making her shudder each time her finger passed over her. Finally she opened her eyes and saw azure eyes looking deeply into hers, she loosened her grip on Naomi’s back and pulled her close her hands still shaking slightly.
“Jesus I don’t know where that came from but it was amazing,” Emily said through heavy breaths.
“I’m pretty sure I’m going to have the scars to prove it,” Naomi motioned to her back, which was bleeding where Emily’s nails had previously been.
“Christ Nai I’m sorry I didn’t realize how hard I was gripping,” Emily said with concern running her hand over the marks.
“Well it’s only fair I suppose since I did mark you,” Naomi blushed in embarrassment with her possessive actions and softly traced the mark left on Emily’s neck.
“Ya but I made you fucking bleed,” Emily said.
“No worries, it means I did something right is all,” Naomi smirked.
“Fucking hell ya you did,” Emily said with a laugh and then let you a yawn,” God you’ve tired me out Campbell and it’s the fucking afternoon.”
“Lets sleep then, no point going back to College now,” Naomi offered
Emily didn’t respond she just pulled Naomi close and curled into her side allowing sleep to take over as Naomi absentmindedly traced the length of her arm.
“I love you,” Emily whispered before she went out.
“Love you too,” Naomi replied closing her eyes as well.
Pairing: Naomi/Emily
Rating: R (Swearing, slight sexytime, drug use….usual skins behaviour)
Words: 4873
Summary: “Beware of jealousy it’s the green eyed monster that doth mock the meat it feeds on”. Naomi and Emily are going back to college after a summer together but things get rough at the arrival of a new boy that everyone seems to love but Naomi.
Naomi hadn’t slept all night for a couple reasons, the biggest of all being the fact that Emily was being overly restless in her sleep tonight seemingly not able to find a comfortable position until early into the morning. By the time she had settled into Naomi’s side with a resounding sigh sleep was the last thing on Naomi’s mind. She looked over at the girl lying beside her, one leg poking out and over the duvet as it always did when she slept and a sweet calm smile gracing her features as she dreamt. Naomi didn’t think her heart could swell any more but she was wrong when she heard the red head breathe her name softly and snake her arm over her mid section pulling her impossibly closer. Naomi’s arm was falling asleep and pricking painfully but she didn’t mind because she had her Emily, her love at her side and that was far more than she deserved for the way she had acted most of last year, actions that could only be described as twat-ish.
She looked at the clock and saw it was nearing 6:00 and she was sad they would have to be getting up soon, she would rather lay here with Emily for the rest of their lives, free from the scrutiny of the outside world that is bound to bring about pain in some form. That’s when her thoughts were brought back to the other reason she was having trouble sleeping, in a few hours her and Emily would be walking back through the doors of Roundview College but this time bared to the public as every one now knew of their relationship due to the extremely public “I love you’s” they shared at the love ball last term.
The summer had been brilliant her and Emily had spent pretty much every waking and sleeping moments together and had become impossibly close. That’s right Naomi Campbell was head over heels in love something she swore many years ago she would never allow to happen and still to this day looking down at her girlfriend with a look of awe it shocked her how quickly the red head had broken through her feeble defenses and captured her heart. Now that her and Emily were happy and settled Naomi’s fear of getting close to her was replaced with the crippling fear of losing her, of Emily waking up one day and seeing that Naomi wasn’t good enough for her and moving on to something better, some one with less issues who wouldn’t ever hurt her. Now Naomi had sworn to herself that she would never hurt Emily again, but the fact remained that she really pulled her love through the ringer last term one of the reasons she was so amazed that Emily still came back to her when she clearly would have been wise to run in the other direction as fast as she could.
Finally Naomi couldn’t take it anymore, all the worrying about the first day back, about how they would be treated, about the stares they would get, but mainly about how she would react to the whole thing, she needed to be strong for Emily for once and she intended too. She decided that the best way to stop thinking about it was to get up and start getting ready but Emily was holding her with such a death grip that it was nearly impossible to get up without rousing the sleeping girl. Leaning in to Emily’s cheek Naomi decided to take a risk and kissed gently which made Emily smile even in her sleeping state and relax her hold enough that Naomi could slip out of the bed and into the bathroom.
Emily woke less than an hour later smiling as her eyes fluttered open and she realized where she was, her favorite place to be really, snuggled into Naomi’s bed. She turned over to the spot that her girlfriend should have been and frowned when she reached out and grabbed empty space. Her favorite part of waking up next to Naomi was how she looked when she had just woken up, all sleepy and disorientated from not being a morning person, it was the cutest thing Emily had seen in her life though she kept it to herself knowing Naomi would not enjoy being teased about being “cute”. She sat up in the bed and scanned the room for the blonde but there was no sign of her, Emily felt her chest clench for a minute as she considered the possibility that Naomi had left her alone in her bed for the third time in their history.
“She wouldn’t do that again,” Emily said to herself as she lay back down with a huff
“Wouldn’t do what?” Naomi said as she emerged from the hall carrying a tray of breakfast
Emily beamed mostly at the realization once again that Naomi had overcome her intimacy issues with her help and at the fact that her girlfriend was so thoughtful making her breakfast in bed, if it was possible to love her more Emily swore her love grew at that moment. At Emily’s silence Naomi gave her a “answer the question Em” look as she sat on the bed handing the tray over to her.
“Nothing,” Emily said with a blush as she took the food,” Thanks for breakfast.”
“Anything for you,” Naomi let slip out before she could stop it and a blush crept up in her cheeks,” Christ that was mushy what has become of me.”
Emily was laughing at her girlfriend’s declaration.
“Personally I like the new lighter Naomi, its much more fun for me,” Emily winked,” And I don’t have to chase after you in the morning which is a plus.”
That’s when Naomi clued in to what Emily was saying when she came into the room, “She wouldn’t do that again,” Emily had thought that she had left her again. The thought pained Naomi, she didn’t want Emily to ever feel like she was going to do that ever again, she felt guilty enough for doing it before especially after the lake.
“You thought I had left you in the morning again didn’t you?” Naomi questioned her eye’s catching Emily’s.
“Well I woke up and you were gone and yeah the though may have crossed my mind before I thought better of it,” Emily said dropping her fork when she saw the flash of hurt in the blue eyes looking at her,” Nai I thought better of it kay.”
“No its not okay, Jesus Ems you shouldn’t have to worry that I’m going to take off,” Naomi started reaching out for Emily’s hand and squeezing it,” Now I know I’ve basically done this to myself by being a complete twat in the past but I need you to listen to me when I say that I’m never going to leave you again, you’re stuck with me Fitch,”
Emily squeezed her hand a little harder letting Naomi know that she understood, she knew how guilty Naomi felt for her previous actions and Emily tried to tell her that it was in the past but she couldn’t help the insecurities she had sometimes.
“I know,” Emily smiled,” And good, there is no one I’d rather be stuck with.”
She pulled Naomi closer and pressed their lips together into a gentle loving kiss pressing their foreheads together when they parted. In the process the covers had fallen down baring Emily’s bra clad chest to her girlfriend who was looking at her now with her azure eye’s a shade darker which Emily knew was code for only one thing.
“Don’t look at me like that,” Emily said fighting the urge to throw her breakfast to the side and jump on the girl in front of her, any other day she would have but she knew if they got started they would be rather late for their first day of the new term.
“Like what?” Naomi said biting her lip in the way she knew Emily could never resist.
All of a sudden Emily felt like the temperature in the room had gone up quite a few notches, she looked at her stunning girlfriend biting her lip in that unbelievably sexy way that always made her knee’s weak and she felt her resolve dying.
“Don’t do that either,” Emily’s voice was a little weaker now
Naomi moved in a little closer to whisper in Emily’s ear her breath tickling her neck making her shudder slightly.
“You know you can’t resist me Ems,” Naomi breathed into her ear and Emily knew it was the truth; she really had never been able to resist the blonde. Even when Naomi’s feelings for her were barely friendly she was still drawn to her like she was under some sort of spell.
Finally resolve was all gone as she moved the tray separating them, Naomi’s lips were lingering just out of her reach teasing her and finally she couldn’t take it anymore as she forcefully pulled her closer and crashed their lips together. Weaving her hand through her peroxide hair, which was surprisingly soft for the amount of dye it took to get it that color, she pulled Naomi on top of her moaning into her kiss as she felt Naomi’s hand dancing over her stomach and up her side.
“Jesus,” she said huskily as Naomi’s mouth went to her neck and hand was grazing lightly over her breast making her yearn for more touch.
She felt a thigh find its way between her legs and press into her centre and she groaned at the friction not to mention she could feel Naomi’s smirk against her neck at the reactions she was causing and Emily had never felt anything as sexy. She allowed her eye’s to flutter shut for a moment relishing in the sensations Naomi was causing but then logic got the better of her and she gained all the strength she had making an attempt to still the hips that were grinding against her now.
“Naomi we can’t do this now,” Emily pleaded,” We’ll be late.”
“So…What…” Naomi said between kisses to Emily’s collarbone.
“We can’t miss assembly or cruella will have our heads,” Emily said with great difficulty when Naomi pressed harder into her.
“This is much more fun than college wouldn’t you agree Ems,” Naomi replied simply nibbling on Emily’s pulse point and smirking again when she felt it quicken by her actions.
“Are you trying to distract me from going to college,” Emily said
“I wouldn’t dream of it,” Naomi laughed backing off to look in Emily’s eyes which were boring into hers with a knowing glint and Naomi knew she had been found out,” Okay maybe a little.”
She looked down and rolled off the red head lying beside her and grabbing her hand intertwining their fingers.
“I’m just nervous about it is all, I couldn’t sleep last night that’s why I wasn’t in bed when you woke up,” Naomi confessed.
Emily bit her lip and looked at Naomi worry lacing her look through and through.
“Its going to be alright,” Emily said reassuringly stroking her thumb across Naomi’s hand and dared to ask the question that she was afraid of,” What are you scared of?”
Naomi could see the worried look in Emily’s eyes, she knew Emily thought she was worried about being publicly outed but she was more worried about how she was supposed to act.
“I just don’t know how I’m supposed to act,” Naomi said after a couple minutes of silence.
“Well its not like I’m going to jump you in the halls or something,” Emily said a little defensively.
“Its not that,” Naomi laughed,” I would fuck you senseless right now if you would let me,” Naomi added with a wink and Emily blushed at her brash words.
“Then what do you mean?” Emily was confused
“You’ve changed me Em,” Naomi confessed,” And its for the better really, but it’s a change and its just going to be different being around everyone again without the walls and the bitchyness to hide behind you know?”
Emily smiled and nodded, she had seen a dramatic change in Naomi over the summer, she no longer hid behind her normal surly comments and she was much more open with her feelings, though her constant cloud of sarcasm hadn’t disappeared much to Emily’s disappointment.
“Just take it one day at a time and remember that I’m with you every step of the way yeah?” Emily offered.
“You make it sound so easy,” Naomi laughed again and moved into kiss Emily again but she pulled back slightly just out of the reach of her lips,” What’s wrong?”
“I just can’t at the moment,” she said shakily, she was turned on enough as it was from their little game of hot and cold mere moments ago and Emily didn’t think she could stand it if Naomi kissed her again,” I just need a minute to regain my composure.”
Naomi laughed as she realized what Emily was saying.
“You know I could help you out, it probably wouldn’t take me long,” she said kinking her eyebrow.
“I don’t ever want to have a “quicky” with you,” Emily said finally as if she was considering Naomi’s offer,” Plus if we wait it will be all the better later.”
“Whatever you say Em,” Naomi teased her by patting her on the leg,” But put some clothes on then for Christ’s sake because I have a bit of a control issue when it comes to you.”
“Point taken,” Emily chuckled,” I’m going to grab a shower.”
“Sounds good,” Naomi replied,” I need to pick something to wear anyways.”
Emily got up and was about to walk to the bathroom but stopped beside Naomi who was looking through her closet.
“Fuck it,” she said quietly and turned the blonde around into a searing kiss pulling away before Naomi could deepen it.
“Jesus Emily don’t do that and pull away,” Naomi scowled
“Pay back for earlier babe,” she said as she just slipped through the bathroom door
Two can play at that game Naomi thought as she combed through her closet finding the green jumper she knew Emily loved, it was the one she was wearing their first night together at the lake and a simple skirt. She knew the jumper would bring back memories for the red head and would probably have her in a bit of a lusty haze for the remainder of the day.
When Emily had showered, changed and gave herself a once over feeling satisfied with the results so came out of the bathroom taking one look at Naomi she found her mind wandering.
“Whatcha looking at Em?” Naomi played dumb
“You cannot wear that!” Emily exclaimed,” I’m going to be thinking of that night every bloody time I see you today its going to be torture.”
“That was the idea,” Naomi smirked,” Have a little self control, it was you who said “think of how much better it will be later” wasn’t it?”
“Fine,” Emily huffed,” But I may just pull you into a bathroom stall and have my way with you so be ready.”
“I’ll watch my back,” Naomi laughed,” Ready to go?”
“I suppose so,” She said taking one last look over Naomi’s appearance,” Fuck I need out of this room.”
And with that she took off down the stairs into the kitchen where Naomi soon followed. They said goodbye to Naomi’s mom who now knew about their relationship, she was much more accepting than Emily’s mother who had now taken to the silent treatment and avoidance of her daughter. Emily tried to shrug it off most of the time but Naomi knew it pained her that her mother wouldn’t accept her for who she was. The surprising thing was Katie’s attitude towards their relationship had been more than accepting since the love ball, something changed in her that night that Emily finally stood up to her and now her and Naomi had become more than acquaintances even sort of friends much to Emily’s glee.
The duo parked their biked and stopped one last time on the steps of the college before walking in. Emily reached hesitantly for Naomi’s hand threading her fingers through Naomi’s praying that the blonde didn’t pull her hand away but sighed with relief when Naomi smiled at her and gave her hand a squeeze.
“This is where I first told you I love you,” Naomi said more to herself than to Emily
“I remember,” A smile crept across Emily’s face as she locked eye’s with Naomi,” Ready for this?”
“As ready as I’m going to be,” Naomi took a deep breath, squeezed Emily’s hand tighter and began making her way up the steps and through the door.
Opening it and slipping through quietly the girls made their way through the hall quickly and into the gym still holding hands. Naomi was surprised at people’s reactions, well at people’s lack of reaction; no one was even giving them a second look. It felt good and she allowed herself to relax a bit pulling Emily a little closer making the smaller girl smile. When they made it to the gym Emily scanned the room and finally found Katie sitting with Freddie, Effy, Cook and JJ. She pulled Naomi by the arm over to their group of friends where she could feel the tension from just being in their presence. Freddie and Effy had finally gotten together and Cook was trying to deal with it but you could tell it bothered him, then there was Katie and Effy and their obvious issues though they were trying to work past it slowly. Lastly there was JJ who was staring unashamedly at Emily’s chest as her and Naomi walked up to the group. Emily could feel Naomi tighten her grip on her hand as she noticed JJ staring; she felt a pang of guilt for the cause of Naomi’s possessive nature when it came to her in the presence of JJ.
“She’s up here JJ,” Naomi was frustrated by what she knew he was imagining right now.
At hearing her words JJ snapped out of it and turned a bright shade of red as he averted his gaze from Emily making the rest of the group laugh hysterically.
“Its not funny,” Naomi grunted taking a seat next to Freddie, furthest away from JJ and Emily sat beside her.
“Well well my long lost sister returns finally,” Katie chimed in,” I haven’t seen you in days.”
“I’ve been busy,” Emily blushed thinking about what she had been busy doing for the past couple days, it didn’t help that Naomi was running her hand up and down her arm it was making her feel overheated.
“Busy getting busy,” Cook wriggled his eyebrows in that cocky way he always did.
“Urgh I don’t want to know,” Katie exclaimed making the group laugh again.
The mood had lifted again now that the middle of the road peacekeepers had arrived. Naomi and Emily hadn’t taken sides in the fights between the group so they along with Thomas and Pandora had become great at smoothing out the tension when it was building and the others never said it but they were quite thankful for that.
The assembly was the usual crap and before they knew it they were off to their first classes. Emily and Naomi were not together for this one so Emily gave Naomi a peck on the lips and walked away with her sister leaving Effy and Naomi alone to walk towards their classroom.
“You look happy,” Effy said with her trademark mysterious grin as they took their seats
“So do you,” Naomi countered with a grin of her own
Her and Effy were quite alike and it is why they got on so well, both were guarded and were previously afraid of giving their heart away, not to mention the fact that both had freaked out when they realized they were in fact in love. But now Naomi with Emily and Effy with Freddie had both settled their issues.
Emily was sitting with Katie as usual not really listening to the teacher talking until she heard her name called.
“Emily,” she heard again and she averted her gaze from her notebook to the front of the room.
“Yes?”
“Lucas here is new and we need someone to show him around for a couple days?”
Emily was confused “wow I really zoned out” she thought to herself as she looked beside the teacher and saw an unfamiliar boy standing there. He was the height of Freddie but looked a bit brash like Cook, he had blonde hair and blue eyes and was looking straight at her intently. Emily felt Katie elbow her in the ribs and she looked over to see what her problem was.
“What are you waiting for Em say you’ll do it.” Katie said
“I’m not good with new people I’m awkward,” Emily whispered back, really she just didn’t want to have to look after someone new when she just wanted to spend time with Naomi.
“Do it for me he’s so fit Ems, please I could use it after the Freddie fuck up,” Katie pleaded.
“Fine,” Emily said,” Sure I’ll do it,” Emily said a little louder and she saw a smile take over the boys face.
Lucas took a seat across the room but Emily swore she could still feel his gaze on her like he was boring a hole in her head. Quite frankly it was making her feel a little uncomfortable since she hadn’t even spoken to the boy yet, she wondered how he would react when he found out she was gay and had a girlfriend. She pushed the thoughts out of her head and tried to pay attention to the lecture and before she knew it lunch came around. She wasn’t even out of her seat before Lucas was walking her way with that same goofy smile on his face.
“Hi Emily I’m Lucas,” he said extending his hand for her to shake.
“Hi,” Emily said nervously,” This is my sister Katie.”
Emily was relieved when Katie took over the conversation talking to the boy who she obviously found quite attractive, she was leading him down the hallway towards the lockers and Emily was following suddenly feeling grateful to Katie for her overbearing tendencies. It turned out Lucas’s locker was near the twins as well as Naomi and Emily was grateful knowing the blonde would soon be back within her grasp again as it felt like an eternity since she last saw her.
“So what do you do for fun around here?” Lucas asked the girls in front of him
“Well there’s a party tonight, a friend of ours Thomas is having one do you want to come?” Katie asked.
“Are you going Emily?” Lucas asked
Emily wasn’t listening to be honest she was looking down the hall her eye’s locked on Naomi who was having what looked like an intense conversation with Effy. She couldn’t help the thoughts that were flying through her head, she could smell the lake and see the picnic blanked they were on, she could hear the sounds Naomi made under her touch, it was driving her mad.
“Emily you’re drooling,” Katie playfully slapped her arm
“Oh sorry did someone say something?” Emily tried to break her lusty stare off her girlfriend but it was useless as she saw Naomi come barreling her way walking straight up to her and kissing her without a word.
“Hello sister in the vicinity,” Katie cleared her throat.
“Sorry Katie,” Naomi blushed at her lack of self control,” Who’s this?”
“Lucas,” Emily answered,” He’s new, we are showing him around.”
“Hi Lucas,” Naomi said sweetly,” I’m Naomi.”
He didn’t answer for a minute just stood there staring at the two girls still locked in a half embrace in front of him.
“Hi,” he said finally,” So you two are like…together?”
“Ya,” Emily said timidly waiting for a terrible reaction.
“Well that’s too bad,” he said with a wink that made Naomi’s stomach lurch,” You’re beautiful Emily.”
At his words Naomi’s grip on Emily’s waist tightened, Emily’s cheeks flushed and Katie looked very irritated that the boy was not taking to her charms like most of them did.
“Um…well thanks,” Emily said trying to catch Naomi’s eye but she was staring at Lucas incredulously.
“Well as I as saying before are you coming to the party tonight?” Lucas asked never tearing his eyes from Emily making the anger bubble more and more through Naomi.
“Ya we’ll be there right Nai?” Emily said slowly.
“Sure,” Naomi said through clenched teeth.
“Well we had better get going we’ve got next class together,” Katie said gesturing to Lucas,” Bye guys.”
“Bye Emily,” Lucas said before walking away.
Naomi didn’t move for a minute, it was as if she was making sure he wasn’t coming back, her arms were still securely around Emily’s waist.
“Who the fuck does that wanker think he is,” Naomi finally growled.
“Don’t worry about it,” Emily tried to sooth
“He was hitting on you right in front of me when he knew we were together,” she exclaimed feeling a little angry that Emily was being so flip about the whole thing.
“Well it doesn’t matter anyways because I only have a thing for tall blonde beauties named Naomi Campbell,” Emily tried to lighten the mood.
Naomi looked at Emily intensely and then frantically grabbed her by the hand dragging her down the hall towards the doors.
“Where are we going?” Emily tried to slow down but Naomi was too strong.
“Back to my place,”
“We still have the afternoon to make it through,” Emily tried to argue but honestly she was feeling her desire taking over and she couldn’t lie that Naomi was always great in bed but jealous Naomi was mind blowing. She remembered after the love ball when Naomi found out about her and JJ it was the most intense orgasm she had in her life and seeing the look on her girlfriends face now she could feel the anticipation of what was to come.
“Fuck College I need you now,” Naomi said forcefully.
Before Emily knew it she was being pushed into Naomi’s bedroom door, Naomi pressed up against her moving her leg in a way that was working her into a frenzy as she began biting gently on her neck clearly marking what was hers. Normally Emily would be irritated by Naomi’s actions but she wasn’t thinking clearly at the moment not to mention she knew she would act the same way if the roles were reversed. Naomi was pleased with her love bite and Emily could see the pleased look across her face when she pulled back.
“Bitch,” Emily said huskily
Naomi responded by pushing her back onto the bed stripping her slowly of her clothes and taking her time to graze her hands over some of Emily’s favorite spots before kissing her way down Emily’s body and diving her hand into the waistband of her underwear pulling them swiftly down her legs and throwing them somewhere in the room. She turned her attention back to Emily touching, thrusting, and licking until she felt the girl under her tense and arch her back.
“Fuck Naomi,” Emily cried out as she felt her orgasm take over her body, her eyes snapped shut and one hand clutched the sheets, the other was clutching onto Naomi’s back digging her nails in sharply.
She could feel Naomi still brushing her thumb over her most sensitive spot drawing her though her orgasm slowly making it last longer, making her shudder each time her finger passed over her. Finally she opened her eyes and saw azure eyes looking deeply into hers, she loosened her grip on Naomi’s back and pulled her close her hands still shaking slightly.
“Jesus I don’t know where that came from but it was amazing,” Emily said through heavy breaths.
“I’m pretty sure I’m going to have the scars to prove it,” Naomi motioned to her back, which was bleeding where Emily’s nails had previously been.
“Christ Nai I’m sorry I didn’t realize how hard I was gripping,” Emily said with concern running her hand over the marks.
“Well it’s only fair I suppose since I did mark you,” Naomi blushed in embarrassment with her possessive actions and softly traced the mark left on Emily’s neck.
“Ya but I made you fucking bleed,” Emily said.
“No worries, it means I did something right is all,” Naomi smirked.
“Fucking hell ya you did,” Emily said with a laugh and then let you a yawn,” God you’ve tired me out Campbell and it’s the fucking afternoon.”
“Lets sleep then, no point going back to College now,” Naomi offered
Emily didn’t respond she just pulled Naomi close and curled into her side allowing sleep to take over as Naomi absentmindedly traced the length of her arm.
“I love you,” Emily whispered before she went out.
“Love you too,” Naomi replied closing her eyes as well.