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Wow, what a night I had last night! I went to my girls Mike and Leroy's new pad last night to check it out not really expecting to go out. I wasn't dressed for going out at all I just went out to have a few drinks and good conversation with the girls. I wasn't even looking to meet anyone and it turns out i did. It was crazy I watched this really hot chick walk in and then didn't think much about it then Leroy tells her that she is really pretty. That's over then later on in the night I watch her talk to this other chick (tattoo chick) who appers to be hitting on her so I ask Leroy if he thinks she's gay. He didn't have a clue so I ask the bar teneder if tattoo chick is gay, she said yes but she's in a relationship. So I go and talk to tattoo chick and tell her good work on hitting on the hot chick she then tells me that shes in a relationship. So that was the end of that. It just so happens hot chick is talking to me girls, so of course I talked to her as well and ask her if she's digging on tatto chick. She said she didn't know I tell her that she is in a relationship and hot chick tells me she not down with that. We talked some more then she asks if I want to hang after the bar scene. Of course the girls invite her over so we all hung out. Hot chick kept telling me that I'm so cool and asking if I'm likeing her. I was liking her, but I was unsure on how to go about being flirty. I girls kept telling me to be myself. Cause very time I went to the bathroom she would ask them if I liked her. I finally get my shit together and kissed her. It was awesome! Then is was on from there. We ended up staying at the girls house and that's where I end my story. Well, not quite there was no sex for me I have to take things slow I'm in no place for a relationship just in a place to hangout and have a great time. Okay that is where I this story! The girls did however get some pictures of us messin around so that's going to be good to see.
It was so fun to just kick back and have a good time it's what I needed. I didn't do a whole a lot of drinking the girls made a comment that I wasn't drinking like I useally do. That's because it's time to start taking control of my awareness. Can't do that if I'm drunk. I was just finshing up my third drink when LeRoy finshed his pitcher and Mike was on his 6th drink. It feels really good to go out and not be drunk. I'm doing very well with dealing with this assult. I'm not going to sit around and feel bad and tell myself it was my fault. I've surrounded myself around good folks that care, and have let the negitave folks go. Life is good and I'm having happy fun!!
Wait a sec I still have to talk about how hot this chick is. She is so my type, but I've never been able to be with a girly girl. She's tall and skinny with long black hair and olive colored skin. She wears dresses and make up she's all kinds of girly! Dam she's good looking. All the girls I've been with have been cute, but not hot. Craziness!!
It was so fun to just kick back and have a good time it's what I needed. I didn't do a whole a lot of drinking the girls made a comment that I wasn't drinking like I useally do. That's because it's time to start taking control of my awareness. Can't do that if I'm drunk. I was just finshing up my third drink when LeRoy finshed his pitcher and Mike was on his 6th drink. It feels really good to go out and not be drunk. I'm doing very well with dealing with this assult. I'm not going to sit around and feel bad and tell myself it was my fault. I've surrounded myself around good folks that care, and have let the negitave folks go. Life is good and I'm having happy fun!!
Wait a sec I still have to talk about how hot this chick is. She is so my type, but I've never been able to be with a girly girl. She's tall and skinny with long black hair and olive colored skin. She wears dresses and make up she's all kinds of girly! Dam she's good looking. All the girls I've been with have been cute, but not hot. Craziness!!