Mar 14, 2006 20:11
We are programmed beings linked to causal reaction patterns on the physical realm. I was recently "told"- but not in a dictatorial sort, maybe "explained to with compassion" is a better way... or maybe "taught" -today that I funktion out of two main circuits. My "sexuality" and my "guilt/bully" circuit. I suppose that second one may actually mean that I use guilt and physical abrasivity to domineer in my environment through causing both emotional and physical discomfort in others around me. But my question for those who have shared this information with me is: why are you trying to discover how I funktion on my plane and placing boundaries which are not even of your own creative mind onto a life and consciousness which isn't even yours.
how are you to place boundaries on an existence that is not yours (boundaries through "words" or alleged "knowledge" or "wisdom") using ideas which are not yours but which you may cling to too explain your own existence. I question not the motives behind your sanctioning of my being but I wonder whether you question them. and the idea that you don't would show to me that although of advanced mental capacity you are still allowing yourself to be led by the ego you have developed through your years of existence on this plane- and the years of history which have had there impact upon you as well as the people whose boundaries you follow.
and so i dwell onwards drifting with the flow of time observing the reproductive cycle of knowledge in a human circuit. biological robotics. with enough conscious force to deny their robotics which has already been preprogrammed- both response, and response to response and onward for infinte response and responses tooinfinity.