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I would do anything for my friends, and I mean anything, I have stayed up all night at a rape clinic once for a friend when I had an really important quiz. I have given up so much for my friends. And yet when I am having the worst week of my life I feel like I have no where to turn. I have no where to live next year...and I mean no where, I am undeniably obsessed with a boy a boy I think is perfect, I have so many issues to work through talk about them with some one, I miss jordan with all heart, I can't comprehend life right, I am never cry and I am i my room bawling eyes out right now. I fucked up big time on friday but I don't think it is like anything I have done or will do again. How can someone who gives so much have nothing in return?