my bday
today is my bday and so far when i woke up this morning, i felt inner peace around me and it was a pleasant morning. no yelling, arguments, or any sort of thing with my dad. I am still shocked. I think i am going to wath my two new bob marley dvds that i got from my dad. Somehow i still feel confused and puzzled about the way my dad has been acting towards me. a poem i just wrote this morning.
at a highest point in our lives,
we all fall in love with someone.
whether the person you want and have feelings for,
either loves you or doesn't feel the same way about you.
do you wait till you find the real answer?
do you wait till your recognized?
many questions come to our mind,
in which we are not sure to ask ourselves.
tell me something worth listening to,
that will change my mind about the phase of love.
it seems like its just a foolish game,
as you see people getting hurt and cheated on.
you ask yourself is there anything i can do for someone,
as if you were that one person that could make them happy.
you stare at each other's eyes,
and love can be sensed through that.
take thy hand that has been offered,
a chance has been given to you.
my mind is telling me to let everything go,
but my black heart is saying don't let it go.
you may never know when this time will come back again,
because death arrives upon us on the unexpected day.
some of us may feel puzzled about such a decision,
though one will eventually make the right one.
let the car crash with the person to the right,
who has lost his phase of love.
Ayden was never the right person for you,
he was just an illusion that you saw.
had all the perfect things you wished,
now this chance has withered away.
One day you will realize how close you were,
from having the true and love of your life.
at a highest point in our lives,
we all fall in love with someone.
whether the person you want and have feelings for,
either loves you or doesn't feel the same way about you.
do you wait till you find the real answer?
do you wait till your recognized?
many questions come to our mind,
in which we are not sure to ask ourselves.
tell me something worth listening to,
that will change my mind about the phase of love.
it seems like its just a foolish game,
as you see people getting hurt and cheated on.
you ask yourself is there anything i can do for someone,
as if you were that one person that could make them happy.
you stare at each other's eyes,
and love can be sensed through that.
take thy hand that has been offered,
a chance has been given to you.
my mind is telling me to let everything go,
but my black heart is saying don't let it go.
you may never know when this time will come back again,
because death arrives upon us on the unexpected day.
some of us may feel puzzled about such a decision,
though one will eventually make the right one.
let the car crash with the person to the right,
who has lost his phase of love.
Ayden was never the right person for you,
he was just an illusion that you saw.
had all the perfect things you wished,
now this chance has withered away.
One day you will realize how close you were,
from having the true and love of your life.