Jul 15, 2010 18:02
Nearly two years since I've updated this thing; here we go..
A lot has changed since I've last written, as one might expect. When once I wrote of heartbreak and miscellaneous depressing themes, I now leave that chapter of my life behind to start a new, more fulfilling and optimistic approach. Despite my still relatively bleak outlook on life, I refrain from calling it "pessimism," but rather term it "realistic." Cop out? Perhaps, although I feel my strengthened knowledge of science and philosophy helped a bit.
Maestro Cicero... what shall we do with you?
I've given up on sustaining a large community of friends. Over the years I've realized one need only have a handful and leave the rest to acquaintance. People never cease to let you down, no matter who they are to you. I was friends with my group for four years, only to disregarded once new people came to their bend. Why waste time and energy in the futile? I'd rather stay with the people I feel with most comfortable. Franco Batiatto said it. Friends change with time and opinion, and once one realizes this, heartbreak and misery become a thing of the past. I face the world today as a changed woman. Yes, to the world I am still an infant, but in my mind I know better than yesterday. The dawn of maturity...? I hope..