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i really don't know where to start. i got a job at the bowling alley for the people who don't know. my mind is going crazy. i don't know what i am doing anymore. i don't know how to fix anything. i am just making my life more crazy. what have i done with my life. i wish i could go back to high school things where easier then. i have no clue what i am going to be doing in a year. and for some reason it feels like i lost eveeryone close to me, even thou they are right next to me. anyways off of that probably scaring some people. but anywho. i am going to get surgery on my hip i just don't know when. i guess i am going to go now. peace.