If only you'd come back to me
I wish things didnt constantly circle around my head, I wish when something troubles me I could distance myself and get some respite from the constant anaylsis, practiced monlogues and rejouvenated ideas. I wish I just didnt have to think about it.
I think maybe he cant do it, what I have asked and ask from him. Maybe its all too entrenched and he wont change but then I feel very obtuse trying to encourage change. It is how I feel though and surely these are the things that matter feelings.
I dont want this again, this weekend, tears, tantrums, hitting, walking in the cold, broken promises and let downs.I could do without it, everyone could surely. I am just doing what anyone would do if they felt like this. I've tried all the ways to express it but nothing has changed so thats why I wonder if he's capable, maybe he doesnt want to.
I dont believe 'I'm sorry', 'I've taken this on board', ' I will try', 'I dont want to ever see you like that again'.
I dont believe any of it, I believe what I can see and that shows me a lazy, insensitive, selfish you.
I dont think there's any future in that, theres nothing I can do with it, nothing I get back.
I think maybe he cant do it, what I have asked and ask from him. Maybe its all too entrenched and he wont change but then I feel very obtuse trying to encourage change. It is how I feel though and surely these are the things that matter feelings.
I dont want this again, this weekend, tears, tantrums, hitting, walking in the cold, broken promises and let downs.I could do without it, everyone could surely. I am just doing what anyone would do if they felt like this. I've tried all the ways to express it but nothing has changed so thats why I wonder if he's capable, maybe he doesnt want to.
I dont believe 'I'm sorry', 'I've taken this on board', ' I will try', 'I dont want to ever see you like that again'.
I dont believe any of it, I believe what I can see and that shows me a lazy, insensitive, selfish you.
I dont think there's any future in that, theres nothing I can do with it, nothing I get back.