You win some... You lose some...
well... me and karla went on and off and on and off for a few weeks now... i was giving it my all but it wasnt good enough so when she decided that she didnt want me i gave it some fight but not much. Im done.... our relationship is done. I dont plan on even getting back with her in the future... not ever again. *shrug* I just cant. But anyhow... on another note... im starting to get back into my groove haha... im fitting myself back into my friends nicely again. Catching up and hanging out with them... its all good fun. That and im starting to talk to girls again. But not so much flirt or try to get a girlfriend you know? just talk and try to get my feel for being single again. That's working out nicely. I seem to make them laugh. *smiles*... girls like funny guys right!? Well anyhow... i do have my eye on a few girls that i wouldnt mind going out with... but for the most part im not that interested in a relationship. Some girls you cant just be physical with... like... you can... but you dont want to... youd rather be boyfriend and girlfriend you know? Well yea... if youre a guy reading this then you know hahah. BUT! Anyhow... im trying to meet this girl over myspace... how sad i feel... but whatever i might as well take advantage of what myspace has to offer... on another note... im looking foward to this party on friday... much fun shall manifest from this! WAHOO! Tom's going to be Edward 40Hands... his first time getting drunk... were going to tape a 40oz bottle of old english to each hand and he will be disabled pretty much everything until he drinks them and we cut his hands free.... gonna suck if he has to pee midway through lmao! and im just gonna kick it with my personal little 12 pack of amber bock... maybe we'll invite some girls... maybe some girls i havent talked to for a while. Yea! Catch up and well... what happens; happens... *smile*... and really... i doubt anything lmao! seriously.... either im gonna get nervous, or the girl wont be into me, or im gonna get emotional and just sit in a dark corner by myself and think about Karla.... I hope none of the above lol. I need a change like what Karla is doing. I need to see what else is out there my senior year. The days of Karla Perez's reign over me... are now over. Well its 1:51 and i just finished eating my free chicken sandwich that i got from the girls at Jack cuz me and RObert rescued them from crazy gangster gunman robbers! Hahaha.. sweet... maybe i should swing by tomorrow and invite those 2 girls to the kickback. Somethings bound to happen... i gotta bring my camera for this!!! IM SO EXCITED HAHAH!