The Microphone Explodes
Well... Karla appologized last night... and it was nice to see. Infact i wont lie.. i got like sorta queezy when i saw a message... my stomach turned inside out and i dont know if you call it butterflies... but if it was then there was a swarm... and yea... i was happy to read it. Then today in class me and her kept catching eyes... like atleast 10 times... it was so awkward so everytime i just sorta looked away... but yet i found myself sorta glancing back in her direction and then looking again and then she would be looking and we'd catch eyes again... and yea... it just kept happening... it was sorta funny... but yea... i sorta cant stop thinking back on it and remembering the past... i cant get her out of my head... i must be either the dumbest most idiotic fool... plain out crazy... or just completley confused about everything... and i choose all 3... after school i went to my car and i had a flat tire... so Nick and Dan instucted me how to change a tire... so now i know how. And then Dan and i went to Pablos and ate... i put gas in my car... and Dan went home to drop something off... were gonna beat Baldur's Gate II now... hahah... i dunno what tonight has instore for me... hopefully nothing too bad... Ive been off and on all week... half the time im all happy... then i just become like devastatingly miserable... Gah i dont know... shit is crazy... "Fuck it."