this is for miles...
You've given me the chance, To be held and understood. You leave me laughing without crying, There's no use denying, For many times I've tried, Love has never felt as good. You make it easy to watch the world with love, You make it easy to let the past be done, You make it easy. How'd you do it ? How'd you find me ? How did I find you? How can this be true? To be held and understood.
Miles: I would just like to tell you what an amazing boyfriend you are. You have been there for me since the beginning. When I first met you, first saw you in that hallway, I thought you were cute. Later, in your room, I thought you were funny, witty, and smart. Now I know that you are these things, but you are also sweet and perfect. And even if you are not completely “perfect” you are perfect for me.
Buckets of rain, Buckets of tears, Got all them buckets comin' out of my ears.
Buckets of moonbeams in my hand, I got all the love, honey baby,you can stand.
Miles: I will always be there for you, even if we break up for the umpteenth time,
I will love you and want to be with you. I think its funny that no matter how much
we promise ourselves (and Erica) that we are actually going to stay broken up this time,
we always get back together.
I've seen love go by my door it’s never been this close before, never been so easy or so slow. Been shooting in the dark too long, when somethin's not right it's wrong, yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.Dragon clouds so high above, I've only known careless love, It's always hit me from below. This time around it's more correct, right on target, so direct…You could make me cry if you don't know. Can't remember what I was thinkin' of, You might be spoilin' me, too much love, Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go…I could stay with you forever and never realize the time. Situations have ended sad, Relationships have all been bad. Mine've been like Verlaine's and Rimbaud.But there's no way I can compare all those scenes to this affair, Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go. Yer gonna make me wonder what I'm doin', stayin' far behind without you. Yer gonna make me wonder what I'm sayin', Yer gonna make me give myself a good talkin' to.
Miles: I remember nights cuddling, eating skyline and watching sports night.
You (and Erica) made going to purchase livable. And you are the only reason
that I am making it through wagner. Before you I dated another guy, and when
I was with him, I was scared to break up because I was scared to be alone,
I was scared to be who I was. Now I am independent and I know that I could
live without you, it would just be a sad existence. So this is just a little
entry to let you know that I have appreciated the fact that you let me babble
on every night about being depressed or random things that have happened to me
and you let me. And you don’t seem to be bored or annoyed that I am doing it.
I’m a high school lover, and you’re my favorite flavor. Love is all, all my soul: you’re my Playground Love.
Yet my hands are shaking, I feel my body remains, times no matter, I’m on fire, on the playground, love.
You’re the piece of gold that flushes all my soul. Extra time, on the ground. You’re my Playground Love.
Anytime, anywhere, You’re my Playground Love.
Miles: I wish that instead of writing this, we were together, but we are not (obviously) so I am writing this to let you know how much I love you and to further assuage any doubts you had about other guys. You know that I would never leave you, that you are the only guy for me. No other guy could compare, no other guy could even come close.
So he's holding me in his arms, and he's giving me sweet little kisse and he's telling me he'll never harm me, and he's whispering how wonderful this is. And I tell him that I love him, and I tell him I'll be true, and I've said these things to other boys, but right now the old words feel so new. And I ask him "how did I get so lucky? I didn't even have to try" "I don't know," he says, "I'm nothing special, I'm just some guy."
Miles: ok, this is all the maudlin stuff I am going to write because everyone can read this and they are probably rolling their eyes right now. Anyway, who cares about them. I love you I love you I love you. And you will always be my rellim, my rye, and I will be your Katie b., you ham. Haha. Sorry, I just had to put that in to make you smiles. I love you always.
Love, love me do. You know I love you, I'll always be true, So please, love me do.