wAgNeR, yO!!
school is wayy fun! i was totally worried for nothing. lol. how typical of me, right? anyyway, yeah, so it turns out that i know fifty million people who go here. it is a total hct reunion. i also met a bunch of way cool kiddies who i didnt previously know, mainly tj, who is beautiful and has the cutest accent (tj- if u r reading this, now u know i am serious about how cute it is!! haha) and bens neighbors, steve and jared. i am having such fun. i love that they are all so theatre and we just spend all our time discussing shows we've seen and our favourite broadway performers.
miles isnt too pleased with me cuz i havent talked to him like at all. i feel really bad, but i am so busy. and its only gonna get worse, because classes start today. its really hard because its a whole different world that miles has no part of. and a lot of the people here i have known longer than him. last night i completly forgot to call him back and he called me this morning all angry....i felt soo shitty. i feel like such a bitch. i dont know what to do. i love miles so much, but i feel like i am only going to hurt him by staying with him. when did relationships get so hard? 'remember back in seventh grade, endless games of truth or dare, double dates in dark arcades, when i close my eyes i'm there...'
i wish that...i dont know what i wish. a few days ago i would have said that i wish i was back at purchase with erica and miles, but now i am having such a blast and my friends here rock and i am soo glad that i came! i do miss erica and i hope that i see her this weekend. we were going to go into the city yesterday but we were deterred by those damn republicans. it was sad, we were going to ruch 'avenue q' which i havent seen yet, but really want to.
BEN!! WAKE UPPP!! he said that he'd bee up at 10 and its 10:30 and hes not yet. and my schedule is in his room and i sort of need that. i am about to go bang on his door and wake that mofo up. haha. i think that his roomie might not bee 2 happy with me if i do that...
ok, i am about to kill that boy. i NEED my schedule. plus, i am bored and steve went to class...argh!
well, thats it for now. more later, of course.
*Ben: i updated, so now you have to, loser face*
oh, one more thing: no matter what ben may write when he updates his lj, i am NOT lazy. i just like to sit down every once in a while, ok??