Bittersweet
Ok so today had it's up's and down's. All I have to say is Becka you can turn a horrible day into a great one. Well My day started out kinda so so. Woke up late and bolted out the door, ran to school for a prefecting meeting. I now have a new love for flies, b/c if one hadn't been in my room... well I would no longer be a prefect. So yeah know all and all it was kinda an "UGH" morning. So this aft. I was talking to my frined, who had all of the sudden become mad at me, or "sad" in his words because I told him that there was someone that I like. He told me today that IF I would have huug out with him, there was something he was going to ask me. I got SOOO mad because I later found out he planned to ask me out. I got so mad, this guy knew I liked him for about 2 years, and all the time I told him he brushed me off saying that he would NEVER date me. So then I question if this is head games, or is he serious? I'm leaning more towards my first answer because he's basically treated me like crap BEFORE he found I liked someone else. LIKE HONESTLY! So then I got all upset wondering if I Drop all the feelings I have for one person who is so amazing, for the guy who's liked me since 7th grade and who has stood me up, but is also a best friend of mine. After having a nice cry, and going for a walk, I realized that I had waited long enough and was ready to move on. I called Becka up, rambled and then headed over to her place. It was soo great to see her. I needed to really talk to someone and I love Becka for listening to me ramble. And after just CHILLING and having her mom's awesome fajita's, assembling the punching dummy and going to the store to buy JUNK food! I even got to watch Coyote Ugly for the first time! I LOVE my friends and things will all be normal in ONE WEEK. NO more drama thank-god! Anywho yeah I should go, early morning tmw >.