In my state of shock
Okie so I think today has to be one of the worst days I have ever experienced since my mom's accident. Last night at around 10 my cousin came online to tell me that our Uncle had goen missing. This would be my Uncle Norie. He lives in St. Catharines and is my dad's brother, I don't talk to him very much and it's been a long time since I have seem him.. but back to this.. All they could find was his fishing rod, hat and Bicycle I was pretty upset.. Even though we don't talk.. he's still a part of my family.. I sooned had a horrible feeling about what my cousin Eric and Aunt Ruth were going through. By being me.. I tried to be optimistic. At 6:00 this morning my dad called and talked to my sister... they found my uncle's body at 12 mile creek at 3:30am. My dad couldn't speak from what Jillian told me. I was so shcoked that when I woke up a few hours later I had dreamt it. Unfortunatly not, because now the feeling of loss has finally set in. I talked to my Aunt Ellen this morning and she really didn't say much. Then I watched the news at 12... I almost regret it. It's very hard to see a body bag on TV when you know who is in it... I just can't believe it.. if I make it through work tonight I think I will suprise myself