Feb 04, 2005 16:32
This whole week has been so shitty.Everything I have been in chaos and confusing and I hate it. Keep sane by going off in my own little world. I just imagine everything around me fading away and I become numb.I can't feel or care. My world place, has faeries, mystical creatures and magic abound.Nothing can make you feel sad and alone, your in complete bliss (kinda like a drug). Everything is perfect, true perfect.Not this synthetic perfection in fake fairy tales where in the end everything goes bad, no real perfection.A perfect fairy tale place. But then I come back to reality, that makes me....well makes me lose my sanity.
Hopefully the weekend well make it better, I'm going to hang out with friends and get my hair dye, and I'm not letting anything mess it up. I refuse to have a shitty weekend on top of this week.Man, this entry is emo, but I never really complain that much and well...poo.
Hope everyone has a good weekend.