Hippie Adventures.
So, a hippie Sara emerges.
I haven't written in awhile. I do this. I write lots. I stop. I say I'm going to write regularly. I stop writing. I return. I say I'm going to write regularly... etc. So, I probably will stop writing at some point, but I am planning on writing over the summer.
This morning I woke up and took my last exam. I am finally done with this semester. I have dreaded every moment on this semester. I didn't even have one class that I enjoyed.
After I finished my exam around 7:30 this morning, I opted out of going back to sleep. Instead, I went hiking at the haw river. I wore my bathing suit under my clothes. Once I got to this section of rocks, I took off my clothes except for my bathing suit and cowgirl hat. I climbed around the rocks. I wandered around under the sun. I dipped my feet in the water. I watched the water flowing over the rocks forming rapids. It was truly beautiful. Not being a religious person, I found this to be the most spiritual thing to happen to me in awhile. All my school worries are just gone. No more sleep deprivation for the summer, and no more bullshit papers. I finally figured out what to say to my boyfriend. I couldn't hear a thing but rushing water and my thoughts. It was truly beautiful. I really decided what direction I wanted to move my life.
I decided what I think about my new boyfriend. I know he really cares about me, and We've already discussed how we feel about each other. I feel really good about our relationship. I think we both are two very independent thinkers full of interesting nonsense that finally found each other. The only problem I have with our relationship is that doesn't ask me to hang out until late. For example, he texted me last night at 10:30pm when he knew I had to get up at 6am for my exam in the morning. I know he's on a schedule of late nights and early afternoons, but I can't do it. I was doing it, and it's not me. He also has me hang out with his friends a lot. So I like this, because my ex and I NEVER not even once during 2 years of dating hung out with anyone else. The thing I do not like though, is that it is all the time. So in the beginning, I thought maybe I was expecting him to be too much like my ex and that it was bad. I mean, if my last relationship didn't work out, why should I repeat the things we did? But then, I started having coherent thoughts. I finally grew some balls, and I'm simply going to say that I want to start waking up earlier, so it is my best interest that I stop going out so late. I will also tell him that I hope we can do things together, not always just sit around.
So, yep. That's my life :)
I haven't written in awhile. I do this. I write lots. I stop. I say I'm going to write regularly. I stop writing. I return. I say I'm going to write regularly... etc. So, I probably will stop writing at some point, but I am planning on writing over the summer.
This morning I woke up and took my last exam. I am finally done with this semester. I have dreaded every moment on this semester. I didn't even have one class that I enjoyed.
After I finished my exam around 7:30 this morning, I opted out of going back to sleep. Instead, I went hiking at the haw river. I wore my bathing suit under my clothes. Once I got to this section of rocks, I took off my clothes except for my bathing suit and cowgirl hat. I climbed around the rocks. I wandered around under the sun. I dipped my feet in the water. I watched the water flowing over the rocks forming rapids. It was truly beautiful. Not being a religious person, I found this to be the most spiritual thing to happen to me in awhile. All my school worries are just gone. No more sleep deprivation for the summer, and no more bullshit papers. I finally figured out what to say to my boyfriend. I couldn't hear a thing but rushing water and my thoughts. It was truly beautiful. I really decided what direction I wanted to move my life.
I decided what I think about my new boyfriend. I know he really cares about me, and We've already discussed how we feel about each other. I feel really good about our relationship. I think we both are two very independent thinkers full of interesting nonsense that finally found each other. The only problem I have with our relationship is that doesn't ask me to hang out until late. For example, he texted me last night at 10:30pm when he knew I had to get up at 6am for my exam in the morning. I know he's on a schedule of late nights and early afternoons, but I can't do it. I was doing it, and it's not me. He also has me hang out with his friends a lot. So I like this, because my ex and I NEVER not even once during 2 years of dating hung out with anyone else. The thing I do not like though, is that it is all the time. So in the beginning, I thought maybe I was expecting him to be too much like my ex and that it was bad. I mean, if my last relationship didn't work out, why should I repeat the things we did? But then, I started having coherent thoughts. I finally grew some balls, and I'm simply going to say that I want to start waking up earlier, so it is my best interest that I stop going out so late. I will also tell him that I hope we can do things together, not always just sit around.
So, yep. That's my life :)