See y'all in a bit!
Dear LJ,
Just realized you are a collection of drug binges, one night stands, and whining. This needs to change.
Love,
THE FUCKING AUTHOR.
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Dear boyfriend,
You win at everything. You're a real boyfriend who treats me like an adult, who loves me for the insidey parts too, especially the insidey parts. You're geeky and kinda weird and sometimes you get on my nerves but you are so much better than anyone, ANYONE, I've ever written about in here.
You know, my mom might be pushing the whole "you and Dalton have a future" thing for a reason... :)
Love love love,
your Hobbit girlfriend.
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Dear Kai,
Well, that was a good one-that-got-away thirty second cry session over you. Maybe it was only supposed to be one date.
You're on heroin. Maybe you got away for a reason.
Hoping you get better, please get better,
Sarah.
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Dear memoir,
You're coming along slowly, but you're coming along. It helps that you're so secretive, not wanting to be seen by anyone ever. Makes me feel better about writing you the way I want.
Keep, ya know, getting bigger. Growing up. You know.
Your slave and/or mistress depending on the day,
Me.
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Dear self,
I'm so proud of you. You're doing wonderful, and everyone around you can see it. You're taking the steps you need to take, and you've become the type of person you never thought you could be. This journal does nothing but make you sad now, and it's funny because you thought reading it over again would make you triggered.
Haha no, it just makes you really, really sad for yourself. Who deserves that? Certainly not you.
You're smart, funny, honest, faithful, moral, creative, self-aware, and willing to move forward. You're everything you've ever dreamed of being.
Great job.
All the love and respect in the world,
Sarah.
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So...in sum...I'm deleting this journal! Leave a comment if you want to be added to the new one!!!
I think it's time for a change. :)
Just realized you are a collection of drug binges, one night stands, and whining. This needs to change.
Love,
THE FUCKING AUTHOR.
*
Dear boyfriend,
You win at everything. You're a real boyfriend who treats me like an adult, who loves me for the insidey parts too, especially the insidey parts. You're geeky and kinda weird and sometimes you get on my nerves but you are so much better than anyone, ANYONE, I've ever written about in here.
You know, my mom might be pushing the whole "you and Dalton have a future" thing for a reason... :)
Love love love,
your Hobbit girlfriend.
*
Dear Kai,
Well, that was a good one-that-got-away thirty second cry session over you. Maybe it was only supposed to be one date.
You're on heroin. Maybe you got away for a reason.
Hoping you get better, please get better,
Sarah.
*
Dear memoir,
You're coming along slowly, but you're coming along. It helps that you're so secretive, not wanting to be seen by anyone ever. Makes me feel better about writing you the way I want.
Keep, ya know, getting bigger. Growing up. You know.
Your slave and/or mistress depending on the day,
Me.
*
Dear self,
I'm so proud of you. You're doing wonderful, and everyone around you can see it. You're taking the steps you need to take, and you've become the type of person you never thought you could be. This journal does nothing but make you sad now, and it's funny because you thought reading it over again would make you triggered.
Haha no, it just makes you really, really sad for yourself. Who deserves that? Certainly not you.
You're smart, funny, honest, faithful, moral, creative, self-aware, and willing to move forward. You're everything you've ever dreamed of being.
Great job.
All the love and respect in the world,
Sarah.
*
So...in sum...I'm deleting this journal! Leave a comment if you want to be added to the new one!!!
I think it's time for a change. :)