hypnotic.
(http://www.huong-nguyen.com)
To have an indie male friend...
Makes me dizzy.
Oh, an eccentric, velvet
token
experience.
Dizzy.
for a lover.
pigtails arecute: well
pigtails arecute: i seem to be noticing more. in life.
pigtails arecute: im kind of being romantic with someone
pigtails arecute: haha
pigtails arecute: its so weird
pigtails arecute: and amazing
Heated Bullets: oh awesome
Heated Bullets: Who?, if you dont mind me asking
pigtails arecute: hahaha. Jesus
Heated Bullets: your doing romantic things with jesus?
pigtails arecute: IM NOT AN ATHIEST ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!
pigtails arecute: lol yes...
pigtails arecute: no
pigtails arecute: Jesus... Michael
pigtails arecute: he looks like Jesus
Heated Bullets: oh awesome, im happy for you crayon :-)
Heated Bullets: Yes you are, your an atheist just like Caitlin
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Auto response from pigtails arecute: people that log on and go invisible are so fucking scared.
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pigtails arecute: i'm not away
pigtails arecute: i just want someone to see my away message
pigtails arecute: thank you Palm Treee
pigtails arecute: i love my athiest pride. i could never suck jesuses dick. actually. i would. just to make him cool.
Heated Bullets: meh, jesus is too fucking holy for you atheist little ass
Heated Bullets: anyways,
pigtails arecute: i want to make him unholy
pigtails arecute: yeah
Heated Bullets: your telling me you found someone huh?
Heated Bullets: Haha, is he catholic?
pigtails arecute: noooo.....jklk oh god no
pigtails arecute: hes the "hippie" dude i used to talk about you know?
pigtails arecute: hes buddhist
pigtails arecute: arent you agnostic though?
Heated Bullets: meh
Heated Bullets: oh hes buddhist?
pigtails arecute: mhmm
Heated Bullets: Michael BARR?
pigtails arecute: correct
pigtails arecute: why are you so alarmed????
Heated Bullets: well i dont know, i just didnt know which michael you were talking about haha
pigtails arecute: how do you know his last name? lol *Bahr
Heated Bullets: Bahr
Heated Bullets: Because im the master of knowledge
pigtails arecute: no, tell me. please.
pigtails arecute: with a corset on top
Heated Bullets: No.
Heated Bullets: im awesome. thats all
pigtails arecute: i wish you would tell me. but thats fine. you can be super mysterious
Heated Bullets: i just hear you talking about him and Caitlin and moe
Heated Bullets: Everyone says michael bahr and blah blah blah, hippie, blah blah blah and how he points at the camera and blah blah blah
"Would you be my company to listen to Ultrasounds?"
"Sure"
I say.
January 10, Wednesday he came over after school.
It was like cute series of dates.
Painted; psychedelic music spurting. Spurting!
We listened closely. Barely talking. Barely breathing.
Listened.
The psyche narrowed my eyes. I painted. He watched.
His German smile echoed across from the brown pillowed corner of my bedroom.
A white cloud made of pillow stuffings hovered over his head.
an airy figure.
psyche.
We visited the local library. It was cute.
Antarctica was our attention. A big picture book of sunsets and ice utopias.
"Mmmmm This is so you. I know what you like. You like sunsets"
i say
he nods.
we point to every picture in that lengthy book. commenting on the images flying under our fingertips.
Then a Mexican restaurant. I added.
We ate Tacos. hehe. mmmmmm.
exchanged glances.
shy.
cutey. pie.
taking chances.
7pm.
Ultrasounds
We laid on my bed.
My room was glowing.
and so was I.
I touched his blonde hair.
exotic and trance, hypnotic music fumes from my radio.
Ultrasounds.
sliding my fingers into his head
"I like talking to you"
he says.
"I like talking to you to."
I tap his nose. it was cute.
anxious to the core.
my body movement is involuntaringly, but consciously
coming
closer.
tracing my index finger along his lips.
fuschia.
flush.
my fingerprints now show on his eyelids.
literally. metaphoricaly.
dizzy.
Let's stare at each other and not say a thing. Let's lay here on this big bed of mine. the little lights that surround my bed glow like a dream tonight. Let's lay here and breathe the inscence. Indulge in this music. Let us not care. Your eyes. I'm lost in your eyes. I have them. They are so... I really want to kiss you.
And so we were doing this hypnotic dance of the latter.
10:40.
"I think I have to go now." It was a school night soo... i walk him to the car downstairs.
And then I kissed him.
His hesistation was predictable. he is a shy boy.
I say "I like you."
His smile.
"I like you like you."
My smile.
"I like you like you too"
and i lean in and do it.
dizzy.
"I'm not really good at this."
he says.
"It's okay. We can do it again."
I tangle my arms in his.
Mmmm.
Cigarette kiss and a warm tongue.
dizzyness drowned our balance. upon his car.
falling.
"Goodnight <3"
unstoppable smiling.
To have an indie male friend...
Makes me dizzy.
Oh, an eccentric, velvet
token
experience.
Dizzy.
for a lover.
pigtails arecute: well
pigtails arecute: i seem to be noticing more. in life.
pigtails arecute: im kind of being romantic with someone
pigtails arecute: haha
pigtails arecute: its so weird
pigtails arecute: and amazing
Heated Bullets: oh awesome
Heated Bullets: Who?, if you dont mind me asking
pigtails arecute: hahaha. Jesus
Heated Bullets: your doing romantic things with jesus?
pigtails arecute: IM NOT AN ATHIEST ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!
pigtails arecute: lol yes...
pigtails arecute: no
pigtails arecute: Jesus... Michael
pigtails arecute: he looks like Jesus
Heated Bullets: oh awesome, im happy for you crayon :-)
Heated Bullets: Yes you are, your an atheist just like Caitlin
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Auto response from pigtails arecute: people that log on and go invisible are so fucking scared.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
pigtails arecute: i'm not away
pigtails arecute: i just want someone to see my away message
pigtails arecute: thank you Palm Treee
pigtails arecute: i love my athiest pride. i could never suck jesuses dick. actually. i would. just to make him cool.
Heated Bullets: meh, jesus is too fucking holy for you atheist little ass
Heated Bullets: anyways,
pigtails arecute: i want to make him unholy
pigtails arecute: yeah
Heated Bullets: your telling me you found someone huh?
Heated Bullets: Haha, is he catholic?
pigtails arecute: noooo.....jklk oh god no
pigtails arecute: hes the "hippie" dude i used to talk about you know?
pigtails arecute: hes buddhist
pigtails arecute: arent you agnostic though?
Heated Bullets: meh
Heated Bullets: oh hes buddhist?
pigtails arecute: mhmm
Heated Bullets: Michael BARR?
pigtails arecute: correct
pigtails arecute: why are you so alarmed????
Heated Bullets: well i dont know, i just didnt know which michael you were talking about haha
pigtails arecute: how do you know his last name? lol *Bahr
Heated Bullets: Bahr
Heated Bullets: Because im the master of knowledge
pigtails arecute: no, tell me. please.
pigtails arecute: with a corset on top
Heated Bullets: No.
Heated Bullets: im awesome. thats all
pigtails arecute: i wish you would tell me. but thats fine. you can be super mysterious
Heated Bullets: i just hear you talking about him and Caitlin and moe
Heated Bullets: Everyone says michael bahr and blah blah blah, hippie, blah blah blah and how he points at the camera and blah blah blah
"Would you be my company to listen to Ultrasounds?"
"Sure"
I say.
January 10, Wednesday he came over after school.
It was like cute series of dates.
Painted; psychedelic music spurting. Spurting!
We listened closely. Barely talking. Barely breathing.
Listened.
The psyche narrowed my eyes. I painted. He watched.
His German smile echoed across from the brown pillowed corner of my bedroom.
A white cloud made of pillow stuffings hovered over his head.
an airy figure.
psyche.
We visited the local library. It was cute.
Antarctica was our attention. A big picture book of sunsets and ice utopias.
"Mmmmm This is so you. I know what you like. You like sunsets"
i say
he nods.
we point to every picture in that lengthy book. commenting on the images flying under our fingertips.
Then a Mexican restaurant. I added.
We ate Tacos. hehe. mmmmmm.
exchanged glances.
shy.
cutey. pie.
taking chances.
7pm.
Ultrasounds
We laid on my bed.
My room was glowing.
and so was I.
I touched his blonde hair.
exotic and trance, hypnotic music fumes from my radio.
Ultrasounds.
sliding my fingers into his head
"I like talking to you"
he says.
"I like talking to you to."
I tap his nose. it was cute.
anxious to the core.
my body movement is involuntaringly, but consciously
coming
closer.
tracing my index finger along his lips.
fuschia.
flush.
my fingerprints now show on his eyelids.
literally. metaphoricaly.
dizzy.
Let's stare at each other and not say a thing. Let's lay here on this big bed of mine. the little lights that surround my bed glow like a dream tonight. Let's lay here and breathe the inscence. Indulge in this music. Let us not care. Your eyes. I'm lost in your eyes. I have them. They are so... I really want to kiss you.
And so we were doing this hypnotic dance of the latter.
10:40.
"I think I have to go now." It was a school night soo... i walk him to the car downstairs.
And then I kissed him.
His hesistation was predictable. he is a shy boy.
I say "I like you."
His smile.
"I like you like you."
My smile.
"I like you like you too"
and i lean in and do it.
dizzy.
"I'm not really good at this."
he says.
"It's okay. We can do it again."
I tangle my arms in his.
Mmmm.
Cigarette kiss and a warm tongue.
dizzyness drowned our balance. upon his car.
falling.
"Goodnight <3"
unstoppable smiling.