Been Away for Quite Awhile
I have been away for quite some time living life and learning many things. It has been a difficult time with many changes and I hope to catch up those who wish to know what is happening to me.
In this valuable time of distancing myself I have learned that I prefer to actually speak to people who know me outside the journal and not be obligated because I have an account to keep up on other's lives like a soap opera. It's a miraculous thing to have friends all over the world and I have missed hearing from you so for those who are far away and this is our only way of communicating I apologize for the long span between updates and want to assure you that I do care about you.
This time has also been very illuminating. There are those that I have reached out to for real life time communication or help that I realized didn't want that kind of involvement in my life. Somehow they wanted to read my journal and I read theirs and that was having a relationship. I have realized that I really don't work that way. So. Please, those that know me in my everyday noncyberlife, please don't assume I am reading your journal or that this forum constitutes communication beyond a completely superficial level and if you do want to know what's going on with me take the time to see me in person or pick up the phone and call. I am more into real experiences and spending time and energy on those that want the same from me.
I have just gotten a new job at Sound Transit and have to go back to work but will try to read and enter things soon.
P_S
In this valuable time of distancing myself I have learned that I prefer to actually speak to people who know me outside the journal and not be obligated because I have an account to keep up on other's lives like a soap opera. It's a miraculous thing to have friends all over the world and I have missed hearing from you so for those who are far away and this is our only way of communicating I apologize for the long span between updates and want to assure you that I do care about you.
This time has also been very illuminating. There are those that I have reached out to for real life time communication or help that I realized didn't want that kind of involvement in my life. Somehow they wanted to read my journal and I read theirs and that was having a relationship. I have realized that I really don't work that way. So. Please, those that know me in my everyday noncyberlife, please don't assume I am reading your journal or that this forum constitutes communication beyond a completely superficial level and if you do want to know what's going on with me take the time to see me in person or pick up the phone and call. I am more into real experiences and spending time and energy on those that want the same from me.
I have just gotten a new job at Sound Transit and have to go back to work but will try to read and enter things soon.
P_S