so its gunna be like this
thanksgiving is an interesting time for me. i get to sit at home with nothing to do because i don't have a car to get anywhere. my friends are fickle...and this makes me want to sit down and figure out who i really want to invest time in. i know that sounds depressing and bad, but its true. i just can sit around waiting for people to call. its my fault, i had to distance my self and go to school very far away and i am not so great at keeping up with people if they don't reciprocate. i'm thankful for the friends i have who do seem to care. Julia-awesome, Cassie-fickle yet awesome, Jim-i give up, Scott-i can't believe you're dating her, Stephanie-i have no idea what to say-you've changed and its hard to understand where you're coming from, Karen-where are you? i should give karen a call.
in family news, my mom has started to talk to a person in her head. she laughs to herself and answers unsaid questions to herself. i don't know how long this has been going on, but its seriously odd. she thinks she's psychic. she confided many things about this psychic abity to me, and basically i think she's insane. she woke me up at 4 am so we could drive to her psychic boyfriend's house b/c "his spirit wouldn't leave her". that was one hell of a thanksgiving. i understand her to a certain extent, but this has gone too far.
i'm wondering what the hell has happened to my family.
and my grandma has cancer.
somehow everything will end up ok, but right now i feel really nervous.
i think i'll find some confort in the television for a while, watching "mind numbing game shows" (trainspotting).
in family news, my mom has started to talk to a person in her head. she laughs to herself and answers unsaid questions to herself. i don't know how long this has been going on, but its seriously odd. she thinks she's psychic. she confided many things about this psychic abity to me, and basically i think she's insane. she woke me up at 4 am so we could drive to her psychic boyfriend's house b/c "his spirit wouldn't leave her". that was one hell of a thanksgiving. i understand her to a certain extent, but this has gone too far.
i'm wondering what the hell has happened to my family.
and my grandma has cancer.
somehow everything will end up ok, but right now i feel really nervous.
i think i'll find some confort in the television for a while, watching "mind numbing game shows" (trainspotting).