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I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find the end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not that way it works
Any control I thought I had just slipped through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet You love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do You make it light
As I exhale I hear Your voice
And I answer You, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise
Cause I love You
Oh God, I love You
<3
Oi. Life is such a quaxl sometimes. I would really love to just be responsibility-less for a week or something. Work on top of work is ust taking it's toll. And it's hard to keep your cool when everyday you stress out about something or the other. It's retarded, that's what it is. Anyways, schools over for 4 days or so, so that should be good. I only hope I might be able to sleep. I don't think I'll be able to sleep as much as I had originally planned to. Even better news, tomorrow's Thanksgiving! Woo. I'm excited for stuffing and mashed potatoes. And my tres leches pastel, which I hope will be vunderful.
Oh! I donated blood today. And I feel really great about it. I'm glad that somewhere down the road, what I was born with could save someone's life. I feel happy just thinking about it! You should donate blood if you haven't yet, it's rewarding.
Alright kids, Later. I hope all of you have an awesome break. [And remember to be grateful for what you have...seriously]
<3
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find the end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not that way it works
Any control I thought I had just slipped through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet You love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do You make it light
As I exhale I hear Your voice
And I answer You, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise
Cause I love You
Oh God, I love You
<3
Oi. Life is such a quaxl sometimes. I would really love to just be responsibility-less for a week or something. Work on top of work is ust taking it's toll. And it's hard to keep your cool when everyday you stress out about something or the other. It's retarded, that's what it is. Anyways, schools over for 4 days or so, so that should be good. I only hope I might be able to sleep. I don't think I'll be able to sleep as much as I had originally planned to. Even better news, tomorrow's Thanksgiving! Woo. I'm excited for stuffing and mashed potatoes. And my tres leches pastel, which I hope will be vunderful.
Oh! I donated blood today. And I feel really great about it. I'm glad that somewhere down the road, what I was born with could save someone's life. I feel happy just thinking about it! You should donate blood if you haven't yet, it's rewarding.
Alright kids, Later. I hope all of you have an awesome break. [And remember to be grateful for what you have...seriously]
<3