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Up untill now I tried to avoid the lolita subject...
but today I really started to wonder if I should just erase egl community from my community list...
I know it sound kinda stupid but, that community meant a lot to me and now I can barely stand the million posts that appear on my friends list...
I'm really amazed how much I've changed since I started to swift to gyaru last year
I'm definitively a much more happier person than when I was a lolita, but I dont blame it on lolita itself but the way I felt myself pressured by it...
I guess I was never a lolita, yet I used it to hide certain aspects of me I hated both physical and mental in certain attitudes that the whole lolita concept is related with...
My friend choko is a very happy lolita
One day I asked her if she feel uncomfortable in it... and she said no. I also asked her if she felt pressured by looking everyday the clothes that certain brands released and if she suffered for not having them or never being able to obtain them and she said no...
so I was under all that stress of never having those stupid clothes...
It was so silly if I look it nowadays... I know I just made a post about obtaining all gilfy shoes XD but... I guess it's different, because I can have them... they are affordable, at least in auctions... and well even if I couldn't, in my country I can find clothes perfectly suitable for gyaru, it's a lot of economical relief for my pockets ^^
well anyway... gyaru suits me a lot... mentally almost... physically XD and I feel so damn comfortable and happy while wearing it... even if lots of men stare ¬¬
but today I really started to wonder if I should just erase egl community from my community list...
I know it sound kinda stupid but, that community meant a lot to me and now I can barely stand the million posts that appear on my friends list...
I'm really amazed how much I've changed since I started to swift to gyaru last year
I'm definitively a much more happier person than when I was a lolita, but I dont blame it on lolita itself but the way I felt myself pressured by it...
I guess I was never a lolita, yet I used it to hide certain aspects of me I hated both physical and mental in certain attitudes that the whole lolita concept is related with...
My friend choko is a very happy lolita
One day I asked her if she feel uncomfortable in it... and she said no. I also asked her if she felt pressured by looking everyday the clothes that certain brands released and if she suffered for not having them or never being able to obtain them and she said no...
so I was under all that stress of never having those stupid clothes...
It was so silly if I look it nowadays... I know I just made a post about obtaining all gilfy shoes XD but... I guess it's different, because I can have them... they are affordable, at least in auctions... and well even if I couldn't, in my country I can find clothes perfectly suitable for gyaru, it's a lot of economical relief for my pockets ^^
well anyway... gyaru suits me a lot... mentally almost... physically XD and I feel so damn comfortable and happy while wearing it... even if lots of men stare ¬¬