Im Free, Im Myself
What a week... what a month. Im so sick of shitty weather! Its may, it should not be snowing!!!! esp. on my birthday! ( 6 days!) Hopefully this week will be a blowoff and this weekend will be awesome.. it is much needed! FRiday night is prom!!.. hopefully all the unnecessary drama will disapear and we can all just have fun! Its gonna be a blast. EVERYONe pray i have saturday off, we are all defenitly having a girls night out for my birthday!! so saturday night.. dont make any plans, its gonna be fun! ; ). ( dont worry, there will be NO club echo, hehe..) I dont care that the place was sick, we had fun anyways and some major bonding.. Rach, i love it when we pee together! lol, who knew trees were so convenient!
Walking into the gym for the speaker i was already apprehensive and feeling guilty. i didnt know what to think and i didnt want to be told what to do, we hear it enough at a catholic school, not to mention its a touchy subject. I know you cant change whats in the past but i wish i could. I hate that i have regrets, i need to lay them to rest instead of killing myself over them. THe worst part of the talk was that i got so much out of it, and the person i wanted to hear it couldnt have given a shit. I wish i wouldnt have collapsed, i feel weak and taken advantage of.. and its my fault too. im not saying to become a die hard follower and its ok to joke about it, i just wish he would have listened. I love jenna to death. I miss her and sooo glad that were close. ITs good to know someones there. And believe me, i know everyones there, although i dont always let people in. sorry. So back to that becoming a nun thing, its sounding real nice about now! I love all my girls so much, ive always wanted and felt like i need someone else there.. but i love my friends so much i need to realize ive got all the love i need, why am i wasting my time trying to find someone?Guys.. i love you. You know who you are.. Ever since retreat you guys have meant the world to me. xo
william, thank you sooo much. THe late night complaints over stupid shit. You are a constant, dont worry about not having a light with your map... i'll always have extra batteries for my light. forever on my own..
For my birthday i would like.: Everyone to be together and having fun. No fights, no problems.. Just everyone having the best time together... please?
I shall name him Henry!!
( haha love you mere :) i love lunch... " I wish this orange could last forever! " Dear whitney, how i love thee, would you share this orange with me?
Beez Neez.. Can we please watch it! lol
Walking into the gym for the speaker i was already apprehensive and feeling guilty. i didnt know what to think and i didnt want to be told what to do, we hear it enough at a catholic school, not to mention its a touchy subject. I know you cant change whats in the past but i wish i could. I hate that i have regrets, i need to lay them to rest instead of killing myself over them. THe worst part of the talk was that i got so much out of it, and the person i wanted to hear it couldnt have given a shit. I wish i wouldnt have collapsed, i feel weak and taken advantage of.. and its my fault too. im not saying to become a die hard follower and its ok to joke about it, i just wish he would have listened. I love jenna to death. I miss her and sooo glad that were close. ITs good to know someones there. And believe me, i know everyones there, although i dont always let people in. sorry. So back to that becoming a nun thing, its sounding real nice about now! I love all my girls so much, ive always wanted and felt like i need someone else there.. but i love my friends so much i need to realize ive got all the love i need, why am i wasting my time trying to find someone?Guys.. i love you. You know who you are.. Ever since retreat you guys have meant the world to me. xo
william, thank you sooo much. THe late night complaints over stupid shit. You are a constant, dont worry about not having a light with your map... i'll always have extra batteries for my light. forever on my own..
For my birthday i would like.: Everyone to be together and having fun. No fights, no problems.. Just everyone having the best time together... please?
I shall name him Henry!!
( haha love you mere :) i love lunch... " I wish this orange could last forever! " Dear whitney, how i love thee, would you share this orange with me?
Beez Neez.. Can we please watch it! lol