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Its been a while.
Ahh.. i really dont get it, how i could feel so horrible all the time? If its not one thing, something else always comes up.. When my hearts not broken, my stomach is tore up!.. i seriously always feel like shit and it sucks so bad, im so tired of it. CAnt things just be ok for once!.. when will everything ever be ok?
I also feel like some of the people i thought were so close to me and we my best friends like to say they are but dont back it up..trying to be friends with whoever is popular at the time. Its shady and so superficial but i know who my true friends are in the end and thats all i need. Kb and I keep telling eachother You are most important.. but i must be such a hypocrite because i cant even follow my own advice.
BIg game at marian tomarrow, but as usualy no ones probably coming..i love how everyone can drive out to Lutheran North to watch the boys soccer but not our home games.oh well, i understand if they didnt.. I wouldnt like to watch us play sometimes either.
I hope the guys win friday night soo bad! they deserve it so much, they work so hard and they didnt have the best season last year. THey need this.
BEst of all the concert is Saturday. THough it has really bad timing, the used concert is saturday.. WHenever im going through shit all i have to do is listen to them, everything seems ok. So many things can get you down, but i can just get away. Its going to be amazing to seee them, esp. my homeboy Bert. And to top it all of im going with WHIT And JESS!!!!!!!! what an amazing day thats going to be. ps. whit i dont know whats going on and im sure your sick of everyone asking and wondering but im not going to pry!.. i just hope your doing ok and know that im here. love you
Not feelin so hot so im going to lay down. - As Always
Ahh.. i really dont get it, how i could feel so horrible all the time? If its not one thing, something else always comes up.. When my hearts not broken, my stomach is tore up!.. i seriously always feel like shit and it sucks so bad, im so tired of it. CAnt things just be ok for once!.. when will everything ever be ok?
I also feel like some of the people i thought were so close to me and we my best friends like to say they are but dont back it up..trying to be friends with whoever is popular at the time. Its shady and so superficial but i know who my true friends are in the end and thats all i need. Kb and I keep telling eachother You are most important.. but i must be such a hypocrite because i cant even follow my own advice.
BIg game at marian tomarrow, but as usualy no ones probably coming..i love how everyone can drive out to Lutheran North to watch the boys soccer but not our home games.oh well, i understand if they didnt.. I wouldnt like to watch us play sometimes either.
I hope the guys win friday night soo bad! they deserve it so much, they work so hard and they didnt have the best season last year. THey need this.
BEst of all the concert is Saturday. THough it has really bad timing, the used concert is saturday.. WHenever im going through shit all i have to do is listen to them, everything seems ok. So many things can get you down, but i can just get away. Its going to be amazing to seee them, esp. my homeboy Bert. And to top it all of im going with WHIT And JESS!!!!!!!! what an amazing day thats going to be. ps. whit i dont know whats going on and im sure your sick of everyone asking and wondering but im not going to pry!.. i just hope your doing ok and know that im here. love you
Not feelin so hot so im going to lay down. - As Always