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Wow, it has been so long. I totally even forgot that i had a live journal... maybe its because lately i have had no life. Either im at school, practice/game, or im grounded and not allowed to do anything! that basically sums up my life right now, and those are the good things. I just feel like theres nothing to look forward to anymore.. i hate coming home, i feel like alot of people have been treating me like shit lately, and one good person comes along and no ones really happy for me, and it just complicates things further.. to add more we got killed by deporres tonight.. the only good thing about the whole night was whitneys awesome cheering from the side while i was crying.. im such a wimp. Anyway, im goign to suck it up, i hate always feeling like shit, because i basically have for the last month. Im really getting good at fake being happy.. im out, homecoming is coming... lol, so im going to try to have fun, even though i cant do anything after, i'll make the best of it!!! We'll have a good time tail gating tomarrow!!! Love you all! xoxox Colleen