I'm so emoooooooooooooo
Wow.
I know I am lame. Like, beyond lame. I made a lot of money today, that was interestingly not that fun. I enjoy work because it's the only way I can get through a day like today...and thank God my co-workers are fucking cool because otherwise I'd die. P. Rich, court, linz, dom...and so many others...get me through the bullshit.
I'm not depressed...I'm not lonely...I'm just...blah.
It just seems that all I hear is how much potential I have to do all these cool things in life and yet all I ever feel like is that potential is all I got. It never really is going to turn into anything. Thus, when I say I suck at life it's because I don't know how to take the things I have now and make them into something tomorrow...
My father...well, he's more understanding that I could have every thought about it...and yet all I want to do is make him proud because he himself has been so damn successful. I constantly feel in competition with my brothers and all my friends around me to be the best at so many things....so many pointless things too like grades/scores/bullshit like that. Fucking waste of time that is.
I will say this, dreams come true for those who work WHILE they dream. I've done a lot of dreaming in my life...I think it's finally time to wake up and make 'em happen.
"They will see us waving from such great heights..."
I know I am lame. Like, beyond lame. I made a lot of money today, that was interestingly not that fun. I enjoy work because it's the only way I can get through a day like today...and thank God my co-workers are fucking cool because otherwise I'd die. P. Rich, court, linz, dom...and so many others...get me through the bullshit.
I'm not depressed...I'm not lonely...I'm just...blah.
It just seems that all I hear is how much potential I have to do all these cool things in life and yet all I ever feel like is that potential is all I got. It never really is going to turn into anything. Thus, when I say I suck at life it's because I don't know how to take the things I have now and make them into something tomorrow...
My father...well, he's more understanding that I could have every thought about it...and yet all I want to do is make him proud because he himself has been so damn successful. I constantly feel in competition with my brothers and all my friends around me to be the best at so many things....so many pointless things too like grades/scores/bullshit like that. Fucking waste of time that is.
I will say this, dreams come true for those who work WHILE they dream. I've done a lot of dreaming in my life...I think it's finally time to wake up and make 'em happen.
"They will see us waving from such great heights..."