three little birds.
so the wentz family finally put up the christmas tree this week, and worked on decorating it only to find i think i am allergic to it. oh well. i will suffer it out so bx can have his tree. unless of course i like break out in hives and boils and ashlee doesnt want to look at me- and by look at i mean have sex with me- if that happens then we will just get one of those plastic ones with color coded stems. i think that real snow outside will make up for the fake tree inside? christmas always feels more real when its cold outside. cant wait to drive around with the fam and look at the lights that people have put up on their houses soon. i always love christmas for all the aesthetic reasons.
but for real, i feel really lucky and blessed to be sitting where i am right now, to be who i am right now. i finally have a son and i am with a girl that actually pays attention to the things i like and how i work and think. she pointed something out to me i do that i didnt even notice and i swooned. this is boring for anyone else that might be reading this, but i dont think anyone will read it but her anyway. i wake up and see her next to me and i know the rest of the day is only going to go downhill when she leaves my side. i hear about her day when she comes home from broadway, and i honestly look forward to it. now i know how she must have felt when she would be out supporting me on the road. it feels good to give that back to her and get to be the one cheering her on this time. and its really hilarious having our son watch her rehearse, he doesnt understand her transformation into roxie hart and cant be bothered with it and instead keeps saying "mama" to her. hes perfect but he gets that from her. despite all the rumors we are having problems, or we arent right for reach other... we make it through unscathed. people seem to not get how me and ash work, but if they knew anything about either of us it would make perfect sense to them. it makes perfect sense to us, though, and from the start of the day where she kisses me despite my morning breath, until the end of the day when her head is laying on my chest- that is all that matters. that it makes sense to us. pretty much getting married was the best thing i could have ever done as far as self improvement goes. she makes me want to be a better me because she deserves it.
oh and something band wise despite the fact my band is on pause right now, er decompressing. whatevs. its kind of crazy we (fall out boy) made #12 on the rolling stone top artists of the decade list decided by their readers. pretty cool actually. being right up there with green day, mcr, lil wayne and so on. really flattering. there is probably more i could say but i wanted to get a quick entry out and head offline for more time with the wife before bed, hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday, ill probably be updating next right on christmas day. gotta love the timing of these things. and i say that like i wont be on twitter.
but for real, i feel really lucky and blessed to be sitting where i am right now, to be who i am right now. i finally have a son and i am with a girl that actually pays attention to the things i like and how i work and think. she pointed something out to me i do that i didnt even notice and i swooned. this is boring for anyone else that might be reading this, but i dont think anyone will read it but her anyway. i wake up and see her next to me and i know the rest of the day is only going to go downhill when she leaves my side. i hear about her day when she comes home from broadway, and i honestly look forward to it. now i know how she must have felt when she would be out supporting me on the road. it feels good to give that back to her and get to be the one cheering her on this time. and its really hilarious having our son watch her rehearse, he doesnt understand her transformation into roxie hart and cant be bothered with it and instead keeps saying "mama" to her. hes perfect but he gets that from her. despite all the rumors we are having problems, or we arent right for reach other... we make it through unscathed. people seem to not get how me and ash work, but if they knew anything about either of us it would make perfect sense to them. it makes perfect sense to us, though, and from the start of the day where she kisses me despite my morning breath, until the end of the day when her head is laying on my chest- that is all that matters. that it makes sense to us. pretty much getting married was the best thing i could have ever done as far as self improvement goes. she makes me want to be a better me because she deserves it.
oh and something band wise despite the fact my band is on pause right now, er decompressing. whatevs. its kind of crazy we (fall out boy) made #12 on the rolling stone top artists of the decade list decided by their readers. pretty cool actually. being right up there with green day, mcr, lil wayne and so on. really flattering. there is probably more i could say but i wanted to get a quick entry out and head offline for more time with the wife before bed, hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday, ill probably be updating next right on christmas day. gotta love the timing of these things. and i say that like i wont be on twitter.