spring time ...woohoo...not
so i deleted my myspace
yep yep
if you wanna still comment me though lol im taking over dans sorta kinda
yeahhhh
maybe this summer I'll start up another one
but for now, gawd that stuff just really needed to be deleted... it was llike seriously depressing me...
so yeah im back to livejournal !!! yay!
hehe.
uh muh gush
ughhhh
spring is sooo cool
when you have a date that llikes you back.
I can't even begin to explain how it feels to walk through the halls seeing all these reminders of "ooo springs on saturday"
yeah its not a big deal but for some reason..to me, it feels huge.
Maybe three or four weeks or even two months ago you coulda asked me how i felt about spring and i woulda screamed like crazy in excitement.
Ask me today bout it,and its a different story, response, and reaction.
I wont dwell upon it. But i was really excited to go. n now i feel like theres no point.
I dont knwo what i did to make everything so different...between us
He really is an extraordinary guy...i cant put into words what hes like, its insanely priceless. n he deserves a really nice girl.
but i dont think i can smile like i mean it when i know he likes her...im just too jealous.
I think this is more of a test if he can come thru and actually talk to me about it
because
if he doesnt..he really doesnt care
even as a friend.
i guess im just not good enough?
where did I go wrong.
yep yep
if you wanna still comment me though lol im taking over dans sorta kinda
yeahhhh
maybe this summer I'll start up another one
but for now, gawd that stuff just really needed to be deleted... it was llike seriously depressing me...
so yeah im back to livejournal !!! yay!
hehe.
uh muh gush
ughhhh
spring is sooo cool
when you have a date that llikes you back.
I can't even begin to explain how it feels to walk through the halls seeing all these reminders of "ooo springs on saturday"
yeah its not a big deal but for some reason..to me, it feels huge.
Maybe three or four weeks or even two months ago you coulda asked me how i felt about spring and i woulda screamed like crazy in excitement.
Ask me today bout it,and its a different story, response, and reaction.
I wont dwell upon it. But i was really excited to go. n now i feel like theres no point.
I dont knwo what i did to make everything so different...between us
He really is an extraordinary guy...i cant put into words what hes like, its insanely priceless. n he deserves a really nice girl.
but i dont think i can smile like i mean it when i know he likes her...im just too jealous.
I think this is more of a test if he can come thru and actually talk to me about it
because
if he doesnt..he really doesnt care
even as a friend.
i guess im just not good enough?
where did I go wrong.