Come visit me please
I am so tired of being all by myself
although I have the voices of Jenny Lewis, Norah Jones, and Bob Dillon streaming through my ears, it is not as satisfying as I could hope.
I am paranoid so I become frightened easily. I speed walk passed closed doors that could have things behind them, or avoid them all together.
I keep myself occupied by watching Law and Order, talking to Andrea who is three hours away, singing to myself, and dreaming of what the night will bring.
I spend more time wishing for the future [even if it is just a couple hours]rather than embracing the time I have now.
It's a lonely lonely time in Portland Oregon
although I have the voices of Jenny Lewis, Norah Jones, and Bob Dillon streaming through my ears, it is not as satisfying as I could hope.
I am paranoid so I become frightened easily. I speed walk passed closed doors that could have things behind them, or avoid them all together.
I keep myself occupied by watching Law and Order, talking to Andrea who is three hours away, singing to myself, and dreaming of what the night will bring.
I spend more time wishing for the future [even if it is just a couple hours]rather than embracing the time I have now.
It's a lonely lonely time in Portland Oregon