Being alone rocks.
a year ago I would of wanted to be around ppl all the time, I would have this constant urge to be surrounded by my friends...
that need is no longer there.
Something has changed inside me that I used to not be happy unless I was surrounded by loads of ppl and socializing all the time-- well now i have an urge to be alone. i enjoy my alone time more than any other and it ergs me to think about having to please others.
When i am with another person I always have a constant need to make the person happy and please them. I constantly want to keep the conversation going so as to feel that they are enjoying themselves..
Well, now i think this is a bunch of crap and don't have ANY of those needs...
I more over now have the need to sit around and read books that I want to read, watch the movies that I want to watch, do WHATEVER I wanna do WHENEVER I wanna do it.
I no longer care about pleasing others-- largely b.c. I am happy and have a good time, so if another person is not having a good time-- that is not my fault and there is nothing I can do to change it.
I am so pleased with this course that my life has gone in...
(No big updates on the moms yet.. she's still in the H and will be for a bit...)
that need is no longer there.
Something has changed inside me that I used to not be happy unless I was surrounded by loads of ppl and socializing all the time-- well now i have an urge to be alone. i enjoy my alone time more than any other and it ergs me to think about having to please others.
When i am with another person I always have a constant need to make the person happy and please them. I constantly want to keep the conversation going so as to feel that they are enjoying themselves..
Well, now i think this is a bunch of crap and don't have ANY of those needs...
I more over now have the need to sit around and read books that I want to read, watch the movies that I want to watch, do WHATEVER I wanna do WHENEVER I wanna do it.
I no longer care about pleasing others-- largely b.c. I am happy and have a good time, so if another person is not having a good time-- that is not my fault and there is nothing I can do to change it.
I am so pleased with this course that my life has gone in...
(No big updates on the moms yet.. she's still in the H and will be for a bit...)