bitch to society.
so i dont know if this is just me. But ive noticed it and have wanted to post it for a long time or at least talk to someone else about it. Even some that i know are almost involved in it for a while...
here it goes.
the in group are stuck on ms parker...
I mean that can be a good thing and a bad thing. Like seriously good more than bad for what i have noticed. Those people are higher on the lists almost. They have the inside on stuff thats happening. Ive looked at these people and they have these inside jokes and if you ask what they are talking about they kind of look at you like oh my god! you werent there! dont worry about it! Well its human nature to ask...what are ya talking about...now if its cause of last years inductions and stuff shure thats subpossed to be kept quiet but if has somthing to do with last year at nationals their like you werent there...go away. It makes you feel like if i get to be friends with the director mabey i can have that whole "in group" like me more. Ill know what their talking about and ill have more theater friends because if the director really likes me they will talk about me and ill be in that "in group".
Secretly everyone wants to be in the in group.
I even want to be in the in Group okay? and you know what else? i feel like posting this will also lead to gossip. ohhhhh she was totally talking about you on her liiiive journallll!! well your the one to think that. i could be talking about anyone and everyone. EVEN YOU THERE SITTING IN YOUR COMPUTER CHAIR.
everyones a bitch to society
But seriously thats why im posting this on my livejournal and not on my xanga cause people are just a bunch of bitches to society. dont worry so are you and so am i(just cause we use livejournal doesnt mean we are safe)but when im around the "in group" i feel like i cant just be me. There a bunch of great people and im really close to a good portion of them. but does anyone else feel like you have to watch everything you say cause youll sound stupid? cause thats how i feel latley.
sorry if none of this is in a good order...im just writing whats in my head. while my parents are looking over my shoulder every 5 minutes. (your not alone on privacy issues allie! lol)
welp. see yall on munday
here it goes.
the in group are stuck on ms parker...
I mean that can be a good thing and a bad thing. Like seriously good more than bad for what i have noticed. Those people are higher on the lists almost. They have the inside on stuff thats happening. Ive looked at these people and they have these inside jokes and if you ask what they are talking about they kind of look at you like oh my god! you werent there! dont worry about it! Well its human nature to ask...what are ya talking about...now if its cause of last years inductions and stuff shure thats subpossed to be kept quiet but if has somthing to do with last year at nationals their like you werent there...go away. It makes you feel like if i get to be friends with the director mabey i can have that whole "in group" like me more. Ill know what their talking about and ill have more theater friends because if the director really likes me they will talk about me and ill be in that "in group".
Secretly everyone wants to be in the in group.
I even want to be in the in Group okay? and you know what else? i feel like posting this will also lead to gossip. ohhhhh she was totally talking about you on her liiiive journallll!! well your the one to think that. i could be talking about anyone and everyone. EVEN YOU THERE SITTING IN YOUR COMPUTER CHAIR.
everyones a bitch to society
But seriously thats why im posting this on my livejournal and not on my xanga cause people are just a bunch of bitches to society. dont worry so are you and so am i(just cause we use livejournal doesnt mean we are safe)but when im around the "in group" i feel like i cant just be me. There a bunch of great people and im really close to a good portion of them. but does anyone else feel like you have to watch everything you say cause youll sound stupid? cause thats how i feel latley.
sorry if none of this is in a good order...im just writing whats in my head. while my parents are looking over my shoulder every 5 minutes. (your not alone on privacy issues allie! lol)
welp. see yall on munday