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well there we go, no seeing russell for 3 or 4 weeks now, how lovely .....hmm.
just spent the last 24 hours with him, so that was nice, just its still not enough. his family have the most gorgeous new puppy, hehe, its lovely. its really hard being with him when he goes to his grandads grave at the crem, you can just tell hes being ripped apart inside but is trying so hard not to cry and i wish i could help more. he misses him so much. and then i looked an idiot crying infront of him when he dropped me off home, but he was being so lovely bout it all, saying when he comes back, he will have alot of kisses to owe me, hehe and that he will try arrange for me to get down to see him in london whilst hes away.
we've had our rough times lately, but he really is deep down a brilliant bf, just he does things and i dont think he realises what hes doing and that its a bit hurtful towards me.
MANNNNNNNN, im gonna miss him :(
hah mums offered to buy me a chinese for tea to cheer me up :)
BYE BYE IMOGEN AND SUSIE IN BB!
just spent the last 24 hours with him, so that was nice, just its still not enough. his family have the most gorgeous new puppy, hehe, its lovely. its really hard being with him when he goes to his grandads grave at the crem, you can just tell hes being ripped apart inside but is trying so hard not to cry and i wish i could help more. he misses him so much. and then i looked an idiot crying infront of him when he dropped me off home, but he was being so lovely bout it all, saying when he comes back, he will have alot of kisses to owe me, hehe and that he will try arrange for me to get down to see him in london whilst hes away.
we've had our rough times lately, but he really is deep down a brilliant bf, just he does things and i dont think he realises what hes doing and that its a bit hurtful towards me.
MANNNNNNNN, im gonna miss him :(
hah mums offered to buy me a chinese for tea to cheer me up :)
BYE BYE IMOGEN AND SUSIE IN BB!